forever blessed

2009-05-25T00:20:00.001+08:00

I HAVE MOVED!!!
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2009-01-13T02:31:00.002+08:00

jus receive a news.. a friend of mine has passed away...nv expected.. so young only and he just left like that.. life is so unpredictable..

please cherish your loved ones around..

2009-01-10T03:23:00.002+08:00

2 weeks of hectic assignment rushing over the new year...finally the assignment is submited on on wed.. jus dump it and forget about it.. whatever results i get..hack care..

work nowadays is getting bad to worse.. can nv have a peace of mind with my boss ard.. stupid lazy giant. talk only but dunno how to work..argh.. meet up with my x boss ytd and we had a great time at hanabi restaurant at odeon tower.. the food was great and the company of my loving colleagues too..all of us jus cant stop talkin abt my boss.. so bad of us..i bet he must be sneezin a lot back home.. haha..but who cares.. =P

tomorrow is sat..tennis/badminton day for ah b..also e chance to meet him at last..sat is like e day we can finally meet each other and spend < 3hours of time tgt.. so little time.. haiss..no choice..my job and skool clashes with his time..i work / study = he home.. he work = i home..

new year is coming again and i am going to add one more year to my age.. can i dun add and remain as it is now..though my lovely classmates dun believe i am turnin 23.. haha.. do i look young or do i act to childishly.. haha..aw, most of them r so much younger den me.. so jealous.. i miss my younger days in skool, going datin with ah b, tennisin, hanging ard or goin k with friends.. i jus wonder how r my friends out there doing..been long since i met them..

alright, time to zzzz... good night everyone and miss all..

2009-01-02T05:26:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!

first day of new year and i am here doing graveyard shift as well as killing my brain cells on the stupid assignment which need to be submited on the 5th Jan. (huggies to all Curtin buddies)

i hope this brand new year will be a fruitful and enjoyable one for my family as well as Ah B and my lovely friends... I did have some memorable time in 2008.
1) Jan - HK trip with SPTC and Ah B (i wanna go back again!!!)
2) Feb - Got my 1st watch bought from HK by Ah B (still in good condition till now..=P)
3) Apr - Celebrated our 4 years of courtship (more to come i hope... =P)
4) May - Daddy bought a new house in M'sia..
5) Jun - Jie was happily married to Tomme & I have my own room..=)
6) August - Start of my school life with MIS (currently with Curtin S'pore)
7) December - Started my 2nd trimester and obtaining 2 credit for previous trimester
8) December - Got the keys to the new house and renovations has started..

so i hope 2009 will continue to be a easy going year for me esp wen i am workin and studyin at the same time which is killing me... =( and i wish that 2009 will b a smooth sailing year for Ah B and I, more understanding and patience since 2008 has several up & down. In Mar, he will start his study life with MDIS so i pray that he will be able to cope well unlike me & our love for each other will not drift apart due to e lesser time spend with each other...

alright.... i shall stop grumpling and continue to work hard..

2008-12-16T11:26:00.003+08:00

我上了一堂有意的课！

昨天我搭taxi会家。。。我和taxi uncle说着说着。。。说到他的儿子做保险的，经济不好，赚不到钱。家里还有两个孩子，老婆没做工。为了帮忙，他就出来驾taxi。不过他不感觉累或不开心因为是为了孩好，他在家里也闲着，不然出来帮帮忙。。。好好的爸爸喔。。他也跟我说了一句很有意义的话。。。

“小妹，人活得开心，健康，家人朋友和和气气就好了。不要要求太多，过的去就好了。”

我听了好有感触喔。。所以现在开始要开心，不要随便发脾气得过每一天。。。

加油吧！

2008-12-13T05:07:00.001+08:00

"Love is embracing differences and discovering ways in which to build a common lifestyle, share decision-making, and take equal responsibility for the results."

2008-12-12T11:19:00.000+08:00

你笑着说他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安那么沉重
只有你不懂

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说都是错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

2008-12-07T02:51:00.001+08:00

the feeling of unassurance, confused... sucks...

2008-10-31T19:20:00.000+08:00

farewell to my dearest GM...

workin with her was a pleasure.. she is indeed a very nice GM who always comes by to greet her employees in the morning or say "hi" to the employees.. her doors are always open to everyone to approach her anytime... we are really going to miss her a lot.. =)

aw, update after so long... exams are around the corner..
studies & workin together is really tired... but i have to hang on... hubby is planning to go study next year too.. both of us will be studyin le.. less time but it is ok..for our future... =)

JIA YOU!!!

2008-09-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

one resigned & the other terminated...

WHAT IS THIS!!! haven we not enough manning... =(

work is so sian.. unlike last time anymore.. time has change.. more work, more stress, longer hours & less rest... if i could, i would have left but... i love e job & i wanna study... though everyday got lotsa shyt to clear but i am fine cos my job require me to do this..

jus submitted one individual assignment on wed.. what a relieve.. i was struggling like mad.. getting back to the mood to study is not easy.. my classmate mostly are so young and energtic.. unlike me.. rushin here and there to study & work..

increase in work + study = less time for baby/friends/family.. =(

btw, today i saw a ugly side of local... spending only $50 bucks in a sale held WITHIN the hotel and want complimentary carpark ticket.. feeling that it is ridiculous not issue a carpark ticket when he "spend money in the hotel"... dun get it.. the sale is organised by outside company, not the hotel.. die die want a ticket.. too bad.. use ur bloody cash card & pay.. no top up cashcard system in the premises.. den must give complimentary ticket.. ???? cashcard can be topped up jus 2 mins walk away.. can buy car, can drive, can spend $50 bucks den cannot pay carpark??

gosh....today is jus not my day..

2008-08-30T06:21:00.001+08:00

today is saturday...so........... it is tennis day for hubby...
time to whack some balls huh.. so jealous.. last sat was my off day but din get a chance to play tennis due to rainy weather.. haiss.. today?? i am sitting at my work desk, so what you think??

another hour to fang gong but most likely i need to OT le.. an associate of mine is on medical leave.. insufficient manning.. suppose to have breakfast with hubby but i guess not le.. haiss.. so tired but what can i do.. i cant possibly leave my manager & my sayang alone.. 2 person only...

manage to log off at 12nn and took cab home.. jump into my bed and Zzzz off... (of cos after i wash up.. hehe)

2008-08-08T02:42:00.000+08:00

i am clueless where to start...
i am clueless where to get the informations...
i am clueless what it is about..
i am just feeling so devastated & stressed...

1st lesson & 3 assignments issued... why like that...

no format, no introduction... nth but jus a A4 sheet of paper telling u to chose the topic & get them segmented to different variables of marketing..

GOSH!

5 pages & 6 weeks to complete..

2008-08-02T01:50:00.000+08:00

gosh... i just get to know from honeybanana's blog that she got into an accident beginning of last month... (i am so retarded...) she got a video of what happen.. i am so relieved that she is fine... i dun wish to hear any bad news man.. i dun wanna lose a friend too...

skool started... monday class was fine and i come to know 2 new friends in class.. quite nice girls.. 1st day.. norm to b quiet and strange... hee.. moreover i have not been studyin so long.. back to skool again is tough.. aw, i made a stupid gundu mistake on wed which is to go to skool not knowing that class only start next week.. haha.. stupid me.. never had i made such mistake before esp in studies..

today was my boss last day.. =( din had a big celebration but just words of encouragement and thank you. we got him a braun buffel briefcase.. he told us that he liked it a lot & will sure use it in future.. gonna miss him lots.. he is a really nice boss who is patience & does not have a temper.. now that he is leaving for a better future.. i jus have to wish him all the best.. hope someday will get to work with him again.. =)

time to shut eyes... =)

2008-07-22T09:22:00.000+08:00

my off days are over and now is back to serious work... haiss..
2 days off day just seems to fly so fast..

on my last night shift.. i was freaking late for work because daddy's flight back from China was delayed for ONE hour.. gosh.. hubby drove my family to airport to fetch daddy again... (just wanna thank him so much).. had dinner & we waited and waited.. Terminal 3 was crowded with lotsa people awaiting for their loved ones too.. somehow, the design of the gantry for passenger to exit is so weird.. 3 belts to 1 exit.. so diao.. my sis was like "there there...i saw daddy".. i am like where la.. i cant see...irritating.. she keep repeating it and i cant see a single image of my dad.. argh.. aw, it is great to have him back home.. he was away for a week.. i was on night shift and no one is able to keep mummy company.. hais..

sunday is finally my off day after mayb 10 days of no-off work.. i just jump into bed and Zzzz after a good breakfast. suppose to meet the tennis gurls at 5 but i only wake up at 4.. haha.. i am late again... meet them at 6 instead and this 2 gurls are really shopping queen.. they went from shop to shop.. trying and trying.. i am so dead tired to do anything.. i tried a top which i quite like from Topshop.. but.. decided to give it a skip.. kinda broke this month le.. haiss.. cant wait for the next pay to come in..

monday was my 2nd off day.. wow.. just feel so good cause everyone seems to be on the way to work while i sleep in till 4pm... (jealous??) the weather was so good to sleep.. raining & cool weather.. quiet and cosily tuck under my blanket.. hehe.. i wanted to continue but i guess not... my room is in a mess with clothings everywhere.. time to tidy up a bit... i throw out lotsa clothings which I no longer can fit. some are just to small and some are just to big.. i dunno if i lost or gain weight??? haha.. my wardrobe is quite empty now.. time to replenish clothings.. haha. anyone out for shopping?? i wanna get more bottoms.. hehe..

alright alright... time to get back to work.. school starting next week.. & i am freaking doing night shift again... =(

2008-07-16T01:35:00.001+08:00

hey hey... i jus did a quiz again... got to know this quiz from yp...

there are some results that are very me but there are that are not me.. check it out if u are interested... try to do it too..

My personalDNA Report

2008-07-11T01:52:00.001+08:00

wow... i can't even remember when was the last time i did something like this... a quiz... a very long quiz consisting of 20 questions... someone sabo me to this la.. hai... just kidding... Blehx

Instructions:::

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
hmmm.. never hope that day will come but since you asked.. I would want to hear a clear explanation from him before making any decision.. Sometimes you know, it may not be him who chose to betray me.. It may be myself causing him to chose it.. so ya.. but still, if the explanation is unacceptable, the relationship will go down the drain hard. Probably I will soak my face in a wet pillow for days then fly somewhere to relax myself.. i will have to move on...

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
ah.. I haven been dreaming lately actually.. but I would like to have all my families, loved ones & friends staying in a neighborhood & my house is located just by the beach with beautiful sunset… u know Pisces are known to love the sea… also owning a small café with nice music…

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
wow.. is this question meant for someone out there to take note?? =P I will want a simple wedding by the beach. I will be walking down a soft sandy aisle in the arms of my daddy & wearing a long cream dress. The background will be soft music playing & sound of the waves. Families & friends there to bless me.. I can actually imagine better then typing out leh.. how ah..

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
confused? I can’t think of anything except of studies… my priority will be studies that is starting soon… what lies after think later… gosh… =(

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
Sample example will be him.. if u guys know who I am talking about lo.. he is a bit of everything to my ideal lover.. no one is perfect so no matter how much you want him to be your ideal lover.. it will never happens.. I am very happy with what I have now.. =P

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
can I be “kiasu” and chose both?? I love to share my love with everyone but of course will want to be loved in return ma..

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
it depends how much is it worth for me to wait..

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
it is secretly like not love.. so why hold on, just move on.. I do believe in fate somehow, if God make 2 people to be together, they will…

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
working environment & lost contact with friends… =(

#10. Is being tagged fun?
hmmm…In pictures like Facebook, no issue cos I need not do anything but to make sure my face remains there.. haha… tagged like this I dun mind too but hopefully not all the time, if not my blog will turn out to be a online Q&A session… (FYI: not all quiz I will do hor.. depend on who requested/send =P)

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
A career woman & an active, caring mummy for 2 kids (probably 5yrs & 3yrs).. bringing them to & fro tennis classes (opps), schools & outdoor activates with my friends & family… if there is a need, I dun mind staying home baking or giving baking classes while e little ones are out.. kids never fails to cheer up and build up the bond in a family so they are priority to me first when they are young..

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family + Friends + HIM… same important level..

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
photo-freak… anyway that is her passion… she is very active & easy-going.. meet her once and the next moment you can find her on your list of friends in FB / Friendster.. she is one kind who never fails to be there, hear me, advice me.. giving out her help whenever possible.. I just love her & her company so much.. muackss to you...

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
married but poor because money can never buy happiness & friendship & kinship… & most importantly... I cannot “tahan” to be alone…

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
I dun even know when is my morning..

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
I will if the relationship is worth just like now..

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Neither because I dun bear to hurt any of them nor lose any of them..

#18. What type of friends do you like?
Chatty, outgoing, thankful, trustworthy, able to get along well.. simple…

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
“actress”, 2 face… irresponsible..

#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be? (i added this to make it 20 questions!)
hmmm.. to me.. In each love, there will be friendship & in each friendship there will always be love.. love & friendship will always go together, nothing will work out when one of these are missing right?? lover usually started off as friends jus like I did (*_*v) & friendship build loves jus like me to all my friends out there… I love them all.. so why do I need to chose either of them..

hey hey.. my turn to "sabo" people to complete this long quiz.. watch out people out there...
Lucky No 1: San San
Lucky No 2: Caryn
Lucky No 3: Banana
Lucky No 4: Yipei
Lucky No 5: Anna
Lucky No 6: Benny
Lucky No 7: ??
Lucky No 8: ??

SHUCKS!! I AM OUT OF PEOPLE!!!!

2008-07-09T17:18:00.000+08:00

Lovers in my life!!!

2008-07-09T00:44:00.000+08:00

over the weekends was up & down.. had an arguement with baby but everything is fine now.. "san & osky.. we r fine le..."... hope to meet u guys soon..mayb next sun if osky is free b4 she fly off k..

tomorrow is my off day and also e day for a break..

after work, wen to e gym for some exercise.. feel so good!!! though it is 2 hrs only. hehe.. after meet up with baby to catch a movie.. we was running late but decided on the movie "Hancock"...
the movie will be so-so for me.. it is kinda like Ironman who flies around, just that he is a super hero who is human like with special power... like x-men kind???

sians..next week is gonna b my nightmare shift again... so fast...

zzz........

2008-07-04T19:37:00.000+08:00

meet up with tennis sisters , san & osky, yesterday evening. we had a great time catching up.. i always enjoyed their company.. osky had graduated and she is yet to find a job in Aust.. gonna miss her again when she gets back to aust... gotta wait another 6 - 7 mths before seeing her again.. we had dinner really late..9+ pm.. thx to san's training session which ended late.. we had waruku at starhub center.. quite nice and of quite big portion.. filling dinner for me. we chilled at starbucks till 11+.. how i wish the night is longer cos i love their company.. thx sisters for ur encouragement and advice.. meet up soon again.. miss u lots... (my sister's wedding in process)

Today is my off day and I just spend slacking home..

I woke up at 4.30 pm.. my goodness.. i could not believe it. i woke up see e time and saw 4.30pm..i tot the clock got problem. i came out of the room and see the wall clock.. it is indeed 0430pm.. gosh. i had spend half a day sleeping.. i guess i am indeed very tired and needed rest whereby i really slept well..

woke up..soak my tired feet in warm peppermint water and did self manicure.. hehe.. tomorrow gotta undergo 2 days in-house training.. sian.. over the weekends..

jia you ba givany!!!

2008-06-26T02:08:00.000+08:00

final night!!! i am so happy..

Caryn and Rina is so lucky... rina jus got back from beautiful wonderland, JAPAN, & caryn is off to some asia countries for trekking now. pray hard she will be back safely.. miss both of them.. hopefully they have not forgotten me back here going gaga.. haha.. liyun has also went to aust with the company..her virgin trip overseas.. opps.. see her photos and i suppose she enjoyed a lot.. i just cant wait for a chance to go on holis again.. last holis was to Hong Kong with the SPTCians.. my next destination will be Taiwan i hope.. or some nearby country to relax..

I WANT TO GO HOLIS AGAIN!!!!

the hotel is under-going some major makeover in the lobby.. gosh.. the noise is so unbearable cause it is jus in front of the counter where the other gros and I usually sits.. hang on there girls.. soon it will be over and we can have peace once again.. haha..

recently i am so addicted to "Hell's Kitchen".. been watching season 4 over youtube and I cant wait for episode 13 to be out cause it shows how e final 3 fight to be in the final 2 to be Chef Ramsay's new restaurant in LA Executive Chef. Now the final 2 is Christina & Petrozza.. way to go man... so excited.. alright alright... i seems to be over excited huh?? haha.. go watch it guys, you cant stop once you start.. =)

2008-06-20T14:15:00.000+08:00

today is friday..suppose to be a happy night but i am not because i gotta work through the night again.. haiss..

aw, it has been 2 weeks since my sis got married (photos to be updated soon) and the room is still in a mess cos i dunno where to start packing from... she haf yet to clear her things also.. so dun bother la.. anyway i am going to make-over my room with new layer of painting and some art stencils..hehe.. thinkin to keep a small aquarium in my room too.. hehe.. of cos when i am free cos soon i am starting school in july le.. haizz.. so worried actually.. cant remember when was the last time i wrote and studied.. gosh...

i feel so lonely this week.. after work i jus dunno where to go.. i jus go home.. i am missing someone so badly.. he is in camp this whole week for re-service.. haiss. so busy that we haven got a chance to talk to each other over the phone.. =(

*smilez*

2008-05-10T04:43:00.000+08:00

hey all... here is something to share with those who loves to bake...

visit this website to watch the video and take down the recipies to bake/cook for your loved ones...

http://www.videojug.com/tag/food-and-drink

have fun!!!

2008-05-07T03:52:00.000+08:00

oppss.. been months since i last blog in here..
been really lazy and busy with work... jus wanna rest whenever i can and also meet up with buddies & friends & love ones...

counting down one month from today will be my sis's big day.. so excited yet sad but happy too.. sad to see her leave but happy cause i am having the room to myself le..gotta find time soon to refurbish my room.. thought of the concept le.. jus a matter of when can i start work. hee...

work has been goin as normal.. 3 rotatin shifts and soon studies will come in.. have decided to further study in MIS which starts in july.. more stress coming up.. =( but lookin at the bright side.. better future..

praying for baby's job application...hope there will be some reply soon... jia you k baby...

way to go everyone... =P

2008-02-29T23:18:00.000+08:00

OFFICIALLY DOUBLE 2s!!!

another year had flew past just like a blink of an eye... very soon will be another year again... =(

celebration was with my family & baby..
- morning & afternoon = baby hamster
Lunch at Millenium Walk @ Outback Steakhouse. the food was superb but the serving is really big. we din know so end up ordering too much and wastage of food..opps.

bread as starters
yummy strawberry & banana shake
complete meal which we wanted to order more actually....

dessert time & we had the very choco-licious "Chocolate Thunder fron Down Under".. it was super delicious..warm freshy bake brownie with vanilla ice cream, whip cream, choc sauce & shaving.. and it comes with a surprise whereby baby told the staff that it was my birthday, they sang a birthday song for me. it was really paiseh but surprise..(thx baby) lucky there was only 1 more occupied table den who actually clap for me too.. =) baby then also presented me the gift he got for me which is a Fossil watch he got from HK and a booklet with drawing and pictures of our first oversea trip together...

end of the meal, both of us was really full.. maybe u people out there should go check-it out. nice place to catching up with friends & advise is to share your food...

night = family & baby
how sad was my daddy will be flying to china that night too. hence we had dinner over at e airport sakae sushi. birthday celebrations at swensens & i notice there was quite a number of people having same birthday as me because at swensens there was people celebrating too and among the friends i know, 3 had e same as me too but of cos different years.. haha. daddy check-in after queuing for 30 - 45 mins. gosh..that was long. thx to those who brought overweight baggage jamming up the queue cos they keep bargaining to discount the extra charges??? just dun understand them.. haiss... aw, i just cant wait for him to be back again tomorrow...

2008-02-04T08:22:00.000+08:00

hong kong pictures taken by me uploaded...
pls visit http://wabbitlyfe.shutterfly.com/action/

more photos taken by the group coming up soon...

2007-12-13T03:05:00.000+08:00

listening to: boy II men love songs i love the song "yesterday".. really nice... over the weekends in cameron highland with my family.. = )

1st day
7am: dragging myself out of the bed 8am: left home late where we are suppose to leave at 7am. poor daddy the only driver drove to Pagoh reaching at 9.30am to meet up with my uncle & family. my dad was driving at a speed of 120kmh - 140 kmh. gosh that was fast but i cant feel it.. haha.. so we had our breakfast of nasi lemak that does not taste really cooked & continue the journey in the rain to the next stop which i cant remember (somewhere after KL) for lunch. we had A&W, wanted to eat the waffles but gotta wait for 30 mins so rather have burgers instead to save time. [how sad s'pore dun have A&W anymore... their waffles & float are really yummy.]
4 plus pm: at tapah station, we had a rest before starting the "thrilling" ride up the twisting road to cameron highland. my uncle was complaining that he is really tired already.. haha.. he will never want to go again. =P so, after some ice-cream & resting...off we go..
7 pm: we check-in to our apartment house which was located on the highest floor overlooking a plantation & sun set.. daddy was given a credit of $500+ to spend in the hotel. =) nice view indeed but the status of the room was rather bad as in the floor was rather dusty, the bed sheet are stained etc.. as a hotelier myself.. i was rather upset but ok la.dun wanna make things difficult for them also. [how nice of me right?? =P] we drove down to the city for dinner. the temperature was around 15 degree. Gosh that was freezing & moreover it was raining. dinner was steamboat. so "shiok" to eat that when the weather is so freezing cold. yummy! it cost ard RM90 for 7 adults. quite reasonable price. when to the pasar malam to get some snack & head back to apartment for a night of rest for my uncle & daddy especially.

2nd day
woke up at around 8 plus for breakfast. i jus feel like in heaven cos i am surrounded but clouds.

wen down to the restaurant and it is really cold out there.after breakfast,we walk out to the strawberry farm. i see more of green hanging strawberries then red ones.. haiss..

went back to the car and off we head to town for more fun n exciting tour..
1st stop: A big farm with strawberries,vegetables,plants.. (pictures do the talking)

2nd stop: Cactus & Flowers Valley
the cactus are really beautiful and colourful. they are all of different sizes,shape and pattern. really unique for some of them. you will never want to trip and fall on a batch of cactus here. i cant imagine wat happen..

3rd stop: BOH Tea Plantation
the plantation that cant take ur concentration off the wheels to drive there...

4th stop: The Butterfly Park
There are not only butterfly in there but also some snakes, insects.... the butterfly are really beautiful of so many different colours and pattern. Flying freely in the cage....

above: my sister look-a-alike = my cousin
5th stop: market-place for snacks & dinner time back at the hotel but no water we can use to have a shower...gosh for nearly 10 over hours i have no water to drink n bath.. hais... my dad check around 9+ for water but yet there is still no water for the apartments, only for the main hotel building only. no choice but to call them to send bottles of water to our apartments so as we can have a shower. still, the water are cold water hence we have to boil them before bathing in a 15 degree surrounding. haiss... wat an experience....

Departure day
final shot with the clouds....

along the way down to town..there are so many strawberry farm but.... there are no sight of red strawberries..finally at the last strawberry farm, we did get to pick some ourselves and shop for goodies...

there goes my holis....

2007-11-30T03:23:00.000+08:00

i really miss my frens a lot.. esp those who i have not meet since grad.. will dey miss me too??
i just wanna go on holis so much.. i cant wait for my HK trip... at the same time i am so worried.. there is heavy training den.. haiss.. haf i done something wrong to book e tickets too early?? haiss...

2007-11-11T09:01:00.000+08:00

yesterday was finally my off day after a week of morning shift which require me to frag myself out of bed at 0445am. next week will be e same..goodness..

on friday, i met up with sandra n sp since we last met. really happy to meet up with them.. surprisingly, we din actually went shopping, we just sat at coffee bean and catch up till 7 plus when my baby joined us. of cos, sp got bored & went shopping on his own half-way when me n san continue our ladies catch up.. haha.. there was a main topic that sp is involved was "where shall we have dinner?". this question was there since we met up & we nv find a solution cos there is certain crusine that we dun wish to have like thai & jap etc.

at last we sat our ass at spaggedies, an italian restaurant at paragon. everywhere needs to queue so no difference actually. we had 2 salads, 3 main, 1 pizza & a seafood combo. our table was rather packed when e combo n salads came tgt. in e end, we din actually finished up esp e pizza with crust left behind & seafood missing. haha.. san wanted to have some desserts but we was too full to do so. me n baby continue our walk at heeren hoping to find some good looking leather bags but nah, we din & we went home hand in hand & we slept on e bus...zzzz..

9am on the 10/11/07, baby suppose to report to work but guess wat. he just worked up.. gosh. he only reached office at 10am. he was late for an hour..first time.. haha.. so end up only can meet him at 2pm which is good cos i get to slp longer!!! we went to bugis for lunch & shop for bags again. saw some nice one but e logo was rather big & nt cheap, like $70+. baby decided to check out beach road which i feel dun have but since he want den go lo.. still we left the placed empty handed but i tried something new. it is a buah long long juice. heard of the fruit but nv know it has juice. remember e fruit as my granny used to grow them. hehe..

dinner was homecooked. LEI CA!!! yummy..traditional hakka food.baby liked it too so hopefully i can learn how to cook and in future can prepared that dish for him. he put me to bed and left home.. wished he could have continue to lay beside me all night and be my huggies....

2007-10-29T01:37:00.001+08:00

how i wish i woke up in the morning and dardar is right beside me..

today was a romantic day...
a movie screening under the moonlight at the s'pore botanic garden..
e weather was not doing us any good. dardar came over at ard 4pm and we made the sandwich tgt for the picnic with the help of mummy.when we about to leave home.. we heard "bong" (e thunder) several times. shucks.. it is going to ruin our plan for e day? please dun. so we got on our feet quick and left home before it start to pour.

6pm: wen we alight from the bus-stop, the area already had a heavy pour as the road was rather wet with paddles of water on e pathways. we started our snapping craze with dardar's daddy pro camera when we step into e garden.. some nice pictures taken that will upload again...but if the weather was to be sunshine will be nicer & also dardar know the camera better.. so dardar, go read up the instruction book for better effect next time k.. = P it starting drizzling a bit so we got no choice but to walk ard the place rather than sitting on the wet grass waiting for the movie to start. so we went snap snap again n saw a couple taking bridal shots. so poor thing.wonder if the shots will be a nice one with such bad weather & such a bad background. bad background as in there is people in the pavilion.how bad can it be wen you see someone else in the background of e wedding photos.

time to walk back to get "seats" for e movie. spread the mat, spread the food & await e movie to start. the movie screened was "Music & Lyrics". so we hugged, kissed, fed each other while e movie continue.. great company & environment..

so... we had a peaceful & comfy night with each other company.. thank you dardar for e time & company & sorry as i did not prepare enough food. will make more for you next time ok? i jus love you so much..

2007-09-22T05:15:00.000+08:00

dedicated to him.....

love baby

2007-09-17T04:05:00.000+08:00

Saturday @ 1pm: Broadway Jazz
a dance that combine broadway + jazz together??
try to spilt and elbows touch the floor. goodness, that is the toughest move. for someone like me who does not dance as often & no ballet background. it is a torture. me & kareen struggling away jus like the previous lyrical jazz class. e instructor was daphne from LA Dance Studio, the instructor who thought us lyrical jazz too.so her lesson was so call expected.lotsa stretching & jumping & turning. haha. she added crutches for this lesson.me & kareen did "eat snake" several times while daphne not paying attention cos we cannot take it.the lesson was pretty fun & flirty with kisses,shaking of the ass,up & down & turning around.hee.

Saturday @ 3pm: Belly Dancing
finally we attended this class.previously when we had signed up,we din make it cos kareen last minute got proj.i really like the lesson & considering to take up a full class.the instructor,angelina tay,was really funny & sexy & she dance really well.she has a really nice body & she speak with a little bit of indian accent.she told us that e dance is good for pregnant ladies too.cool right?i wonder how e baby feel when the mummy dancing.haha.we danced to a song that goes tic tic tek, tic a tic a tek...sth like that. the dance seems easy but it is not seriously. from waist up not suppose to move, only from ur butt and below. it is a breadth taking dance. after one short routine,u will "chuan" as if u just finish running & u will sweat. visit angelina's webby at http://www.angelinatay.com/index.html to know more. me & kareen got some laughters too during the dance due to all those hand actions. thx babe, i had an enjoyable time for past 2 weeks.

Saturday @ 6.30pm: Home
kareen came over my place to bath while waiting for my baby & neo. we went makan den head to chinese garden for some sightseeing of the lanterns. pretty crowded when we reached. we took some nice pictures but we did took some funny & crazy pictures too. will upload soon when ready.

take care~

2007-09-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

one word to describe the past few weekends

FUN!!!

last weekend, though i was on night shift on sat. working till 7am on the sunday morning. had 3 hours sleep & off i go... where to??
DANCE CLASS @ Esplanade!!!

1st lesson: Sevillanas (1pm - 2.30pm)
It is a dance originated from Spain. I love the dance. It was simple and easy to follow though i took some time to remember e steps. =P (fyi: we only learn the steps, no hand works included). it is a really nice & enjoyable dance. I would love to learn e other 3 "caplus" if given a chance... did some part facing kareen where we had lotsa laughter because we just look so "gong" getting ourselves confuses looking at each other steps when we are dancing in different directions. so toot but FUN!!!

2nd lesson: Salsa Hip-Hop (3pm - 4.30pm)
Salsa + Hip-hop mixture. Salsa is mostly dance by couple hence myself & kareen had some "intimate" moments together. I was so call the "guy" and she is my lady. somehow funny but we enjoyed a lot. poor caring gotta keep hopping and turning around, end up hurting her little feet..sayang sayang.

Too bad baby dun dance, if not he could partner me for e dance. Hence, both me & caring just have to "tahan" a bit of lesbiany hours together. Haha. though we partner each other. we had FUN!!!

meet up with baby & neo for lunch?? hmm.. i shld say for me would be supper + breakfast + lunch.. haha.. wanted to go to the gluttons bay makan but too early hence went for a cooling drink at the Maxbrenner's Cafe in Esplanade. I had some strawberry yogurt white choc ice blend w/ vanilla ice-cream. yummy!! strawberry..my favorite so of cos it is nice. haha.. after we went to marina to collect the gv member card for kareen. so cute, it is the mini of the popcorn poster. (where is mine coming??) back to gluttons bay for dinner. we had a feast of stingray, oyster egg,satay & fried mee. food was not as fantastic as expected but is the company that i enjoy. thx guys.

after dinner, it is time to head home for some sleep...took 106 & wala.. home by 9pm & join the bed after... this weekend is coming again which means another 2 sessions of dance. yea! broadway jazz & belly dancing. time to shake some ass...

watch 2 movies this week
1) No Reservations
it is a really romantic movie.. recommend for couples to go catch it. how i wish my baby can make tiramisu for me too.. haha...
2) Rat-a-too-e
cute + funny + comedy movie. interesting movie staring a rat who is motivated to pursue his dream as a cook & same time helping a restaurant gain back customers. it does inspire me a bit to pursue my dreams too.. catch it if u can...aw,is the morale of the movie "Anyone Can Cook"? haha....

weekend, pls come soon....

2007-09-06T13:55:00.000+08:00

will life be black and white ???
will it be as beautiful???

2007-09-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

had dinner with his family... so nice to know some of his secrets during his childhood..
one of the secret is: he nv learn to crawl & start walkin.. (advance sia)
i cant stop laughin lo..

aw,
i just want him to b e one so much...
to be the one i cry to
to be the one i laugh with
to be the one who shelter me
to be the one who protect me
to be the one beside me in bed...

he may not be like some guys giving surprises, flowers all the time but i am happy with him. but...
i just feel so xin fu to have him...
i just wan this feeling last as long as it will b...

thank you little hamster (&young warrior) for ur precious love. remember out vows ok??
code: iwmdtctwu

2007-08-16T01:34:00.000+08:00

working working and working..

i miss the freedom i got.. sianz..next week will be a week of grave-yard shift again..like so no life la.. argh...

ytd, my colleague ask me a question. how long will i be working in this line? i am like..i dunno.. sometimes i just feel so tired rotating 3 shifts, yet sometimes i feel full of energy.. i jus want so much to meet my dearest friends at times but i am too tired and restless. haiz...

this questions is still running through my head. how long??

2007-08-10T05:25:00.000+08:00

hmmm...everyone is in bed and I am here on the internet?? nah, I am doin my grave-yard shift once again.. wat I a life I got huh??

on public holis I am also working while everyone else can have a rest and go to marina area for a squeezing experience for the 42nd NDP Parade. whats so nice abt the fire-works huh? wherever there is fire-works, dere will be so many ppl. I jus dun understand why. aren't the fire-work the same?? haha.. i rather go malaysia and watch them right above my head cos those fire-works are fired by ME!!!

after work have to go an appointment with sis's wedding bridal shop. i jus cant wait to see those pretty bride down and will i be picking my bridesmaid dress too?? so excited.

2007-07-13T01:41:00.000+08:00

so happy to meet up with my dear tennis girlfriends yesterday, moreover with our dearest Osky who came back for holis. we had a fun time chatting away and tasting food...
1) had dinner @ the pasta cafe at takashimaya.(e baked rice and pasta not bad, can try.)
2) kinokuniya search for osky's book which end up nv buy..(diao!!)
3) coffee club for desserts which we conquer within 15mins..as if we nv eat desserts for years..the mud-pie is heaven sia.. MUST TRY!!! haha...
4) home sweet home..

i cant wait to see them again this sat.. tennis gathering.. yea!!

next week got courses to attend to which i am pretty happy about actually, i get to learn more. still considering the school to study in.. jia you ba!!

aw, work isn't going smoothly this days, so many mistakes and stupid matters.. why some ppl jus cannot separate work and life..argh.. i seriously wanna buy a punch bag home.. i need to punch out my irritated stress.

2007-07-02T02:56:00.000+08:00

I AM HEARING WEDDING BELLS RINGING!!!!

so happy that my sister is finally planning for her wedding.. this time is for real.. i just cant wait for that day to come. i am appointed the bridesmaid..i get to wear gown too but i will be dead busy huh??? planning this and that.. haiyo. it is ok actually.. cos she is my sister. i get to learn from her too regards to planning once a life-time thing. so excited for that day to come.. (FYI: planning of wedding take a year nowadays (OMG!), unlike last time..only few months like what my mummy do.haha..)

so sad that i will be sleeping all alone already.. maybe with my baby tiger?? *sorry dardar, not so soon for you. (-_*) however, thinking that i having the room all to myself is quite nice. bleh...

aw, happy also sad la.. happy that she is final settling down after so long. sad is that she will be away.. =(

2007-06-18T01:59:00.000+08:00

those were the days in poly with this 2 crazy funny buddies.. i just cant believe i did all these until now.. i do miss those old times.. think abt i will still be laughing.. haha... thanks babes for those fun memories.. fyi: banana is mostly the mastermind..haha..

if u wanna practice singing but no microphone available, u might want to consider chicken wing..

host who use tender to describe red bean??

2007-04-27T04:58:00.000+08:00

hey hey, i am back to my grave yard shift.. tonight will be my last night.. hope the time flies quickly.. i miss those study time. most of my friends schooling are so busy with exams now.. mugging their heads out with questions and answer.. poor u.. jia you! exams gonna be over soon. after all, schooling is better den working..

aws, last week was no a good week compare to any other. had a fight with him. never speak for a week. jus minor messaging. gosh.. such things had not happen for a long time. we were rather angry with each other. argh.. so angry that i decided to go do something to my hair. i dyed (for the 1st time) and highlighted them. the effect was so nice when i finish and i liked it so much. *smiles*..but the effect was not good for work. i look so mature when i got them bundle up esp with the lighting in the hotel. goodness.. i look like 26 or more.. argh..why like that?? so sad. hence, from then on, i will not bundle my hair until i reach my workplace and let it down when i leave. i dun wanna look so mature, after all i am only 21 ok.. *wink* alright forgo all those unhappiness... cheers

i met him over the weekends for our 3 years, he was surprised.. i looked more mesmerising i guess after the hair makeover. *laugh* so we spend a quiet time together at sentosa for 1 night but the weather did no good. we went to Cafe Del Mar to make reservation for dinner but it was fully booked, hence he left his number and name on the "waiting list". then it started raining not long after we settle at the beach. i wanna suntan la.. argh. we chilled at CBTL for while and went back to get change. we kept waiting for the call from Cafe Del Mar till 9pm and we decided to go down take a look. reaching the entrance, no one attended to us for 15 mins. ok den we walk in. approach the counter and ask about our reservation. to our surprise, the in-charge replied saying that they do not have waiting list, only walk-ins and reservations. gosh... after waiting for hours? we were so disappointed and decided to have dinner at trapizza den. the food was so-so. that was how our 3 years dinner turn out to be. Cafe Del Mar is a really good place to chill and hang out with friends though, provided you make a booking 2 days advance for a good place maybe with jacuzzi.. *hint* the next day, we went for a swim at the pool after breakfast before checking-out. the pool is nice with waterfall and the sun, finally.. after all, the weekend was a relax and pleasant one. wondering when will be the next "holis". *smile*

indeed, this month i had over-spend a lot. opps... had a ladies night too at copthorne king's with my buddies talking, gossiping and drinking. it was fun. getting together and talk all night. too bad there was not enough time to go for a dip by the pool the next morning. maybe the next time if got chance. *smile*

till then, take care everyone and SMILE!!! =)

2007-04-08T05:20:00.000+08:00

suddenly i am missing someone who used to be so close to me.
now... we seem to be so far away...
just read her blog and glad to see that she is still her old self.. so cheerful and bubbly. also getting prettier day by day.
i miss the past times with her in the parks under the hot sun with the sea breeze.. having matches together and studying together. those were the times... now they are just memories that remain kept in...
thank girl for those times. you take care and stay pretty.

2007-03-30T04:43:00.000+08:00

after reading a blog tag from a close buddy of mine. i am so filled with feelings, emotions, thoughts and questions about LIFE.

is life really that unfair? not all good people will have a good ending? not all bad people will have bad ending? why is life this way? why it is so unpredictable and full of changes and unfairness? isnt there a chinese saying "hao ren you hao bao" and "huai ren hui you bao ying"? is this just a saying only? does it actually existed? why cant it be true?

this is life???

if it is... then
we should learn to cherish all that we have before they are gone some day. regret will be useless then. no use looking back in our life. just do your part well and live to the fullest. don't bother what will happen the next day. just be happy and enjoy urself. cheers everyone...

2007-03-27T01:38:00.000+08:00

i am tired... my life is so bored now a days.. i dun feel any drive to work anymore..

why do i feel that?? more ppl is resignin ard me?? will i be the next or should i be the next?? shld i take a short break?? i cant wait for the break that is coming in april.

dardar, wo hen lei le.. i dunno why?? shall we go relax together?? i miss those time we spend together by the beach, resting next to you..

anyway, music and dance lover.. Must go catch the movie "Stomp the Yard". it is really nice.. cool tap dancing. very similar to "Step up", as in love story kind of dance movie. 2 guys fight over one girl...bla bla.. that does nt matter. the dance is really steady. go catch it before it ends.

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!!

2007-03-22T01:58:00.000+08:00

should i or should i not???
life is so full of indecisive questions that i just could not answer..
that is so irritating. what do i really want in my life?? how do i want my life to be??
i just wanna be happy..

+smile and the world will smile at you+ (is this sentence true?)

2007-03-15T22:27:00.000+08:00

let the pictures do the talking... (for the one month)

below: birthday celebrations for the Feb babies at Marina Mandarin.

below: i love her..my granny

below: i miss my poly times with them. below: someone is missing in this picture..
below: my dearest colleagues

i am officially 21 years old.. so happy but sad cos time will fly and soon i will be 30.. haha...
thank you everyone...

2007-02-06T02:17:00.000+08:00

how long have i not been updating?? can someone tell me?? i guess it has been really long...

i am jus so lazy to update.. more over this website is blocked out.. hmm..boring..
anyway,this year will be a busy year for me because many of my frens are turning 21..yea!!!
SO AM I !!!! i am jus so excited for that day to come... i will be able to see my frens.. who i missed so much... and celebrate that day together... recently was my close polymate.. ms rina 21st.. she is getting wiser day by day...being a teacher really make u wiser?? i jus can imagine her screaming at the class of hyperactive and cute little ones.. 5 years of frenship is really fun with her company.. i jus miss her sometimes so very much.. hope she does well in her career with those little ones.

Attn to Ms Tan: (pls pardon me for any english error, dun mark me wrong ok?)
Thx for all this years of laughter and company. it has been really long but seems so short.. i miss the hangin out after class, skippin classes jus to have lunch, having lunch at clementi with porridge,you tiao and soya bean drink, playing bingo during lecture, reading magazines. opps. too much bad stuff but those were memories. wish the poly times were longer. it jus seem like we just met in class. time really flies... (someone like nv turn up for orientation huh). i gonna miss u so much.. wish you all the best in you career. love u..

Chinese New Year is around the corner. that is really fast. this year i cant seem to really spend proper new year like any previous year. workload is adding up. hai.. how sad right but i am so excited cos my b'day celebration is on the 7th day of cny. will my ang bao be bigger..hehe.. i will be celebrating with caryn (another close polymate) too.. at the same place and day..wow.. our poor rina is gonna be so busy..hee.. kareen will be celebrating on the same day too but different venue..wow.. our friends are gonna be so very busy on that sat.. anyway 7th day is everyones birthday... yea!!! i jus cant wait for that day to come.

2 more week to cny, 3 more week to mine/caryn/kareen 's 21st... we are getting older.. but heart remain young... cheers..

2006-12-11T05:31:00.000+08:00

feeling blessed in what everyone wished.
with a warm and happy family going on holidays together.
how i wish my family will go on holidays together again. maybe back to NZ again. haha. i miss the place. relax with nothing in mind. just have fun skiing and touring around the place in a family car.

checking out a family with kids is really nice. i feel so happy for them also. i wonder how will i be with my loved ones and kids in the future. hehe. i will wanna bring my kids on holiday to have fun. they shld have happy young memories just like i did. thx to my parents. Love both of them so much. i will wanna be like them in the future.

anyway, today is finally my off day. dardar's first day to work after 2 weeks of leave. hehe. today is fresh new week. hope everything goes smoothly. looking so foward to dardar's 21st birthday = i on leave!!

jia you everyone. miss all of u.

2006-11-24T02:34:00.000+08:00

on grave yard shift again...

indeed ytd was not a very good day for me. haha. work in the afternoon shift and it was so busy till i cant have my dinner. anyway, got badly scolded at work due to my blur-ness and carelessness. dunno wat is on my mind causing such a severe mistake. the mistake was i forgot to check-in the gst into the system causing my colleague to check-in another gst into that room. gosh. double check-in is a very severe mistake. stupid me. wat is on my mind??? hope it will not happen again. since then i was so focus on my work. so scare already.

watched movie today with dardar. finally i met up with him this week. he was busy so am i. he got to do 2 days of duty straight. poor thing. no proper bed to slp. irregular slp. today he is back to slp on his warm little bed while i am here workin hard. went to watch the movie "Step Up" Highly recommend to everyone. Catch it before it closed. those who had watched it. bet u like as much as i do. they dance very very well and nice. wish i could be a dancer too though i always wanted to learn dancing. mayb some day i will. shld try belly dancing. haha. because i got big belly. haha.

next show i wanna catch will be "Happy Feet". the most crazy showing movie now. jus like chicken little did. hot in town. e penguin is so cute. how i wish one of my little babies (cats) could dance too. dreaming mi.

next week will be another busy week.

2006-11-14T02:40:00.000+08:00

it has been so long since i last updated my blog.. goodness...
anyway, my days are as busy as usual... been doin most of the afternoon shift hence i need to neglect many ppl especially my dearest dardar. been meeting almost once a week.. finally this week will not be e same cos i got 3 days off.. so happy.. time to get back the lost time with dardar and friends.

recently i catch the cartoon movie "Flush Away".. pretty nice.. mayb 7/10.. pretty funny at certain parts. it is jus a love and adventure story of a rat/mice. from the movie basically know how the flushin system works.. haha.. mayb for those who like watchin cartoon. catch this but not one a weekend. haha.. not worth $9.50 though. the next movie i gonna catch will be "step up" - a dancing movie which seems nice. also not forgetting "Happy Feet". coming to town just like another chicken little movie. it is so cute dancing to the music. hehe. seems that most of the movie i said are cartoons. opps. not that i am childish ok. they are just too cute.

so.. time for another rest day. hope tml will be a better day though today arent so good.
cheerios everyone.

2006-10-18T22:59:00.000+08:00

why do everyone have stress?
why do everyone have to undergo so much?
why is life full of up and down?
why do people have to work double hard to earn a lil?

life filling up with why. why. why.
tears keep rolling.
desperate for the old me.
positive, cheerful, carefree.
nothing to bother.
slp with a peace of mind.

only 3 months.
i am exhausted.
how long more can i bear???

2006-10-15T03:06:00.000+08:00

9 Oct 2006 - Nadia baby b'day
finally i meet up with dearest group of girls (nadia,yipei and liyun) after i started workin. so many updates. the most shockin one will from yipee. wow.. glad that she found herself a company. nadia? in the process? hmm.. not pretty sure also.. was not stated properly. haha. yipei told a lie to boss in order to meet up with us early. opps, i was the master mind. we met at the usual place at ard 1pm den head to orchard for some singing (our fav past-time). sing until throat pain. wanna get some snapshots but it wasnt my day, i brought out a low-batt camera. how stupid of me. gt "scolded" by them of cos. how sad right? been so long since we last met. argh. all of us only ate fries and snacks for lunch. that is during the singing session. haha. all on diet i guess. haha.
after singing session, we went for brazillian bbq buffet at my working place. it is ladies night hence it will be at half price and i heard it is not bad. for a start, we got salads and some fitters. when more ppl come in, the main course start goin round. the brazillian chef will walk ard the rest. with diff meat. wow. dunno is it because i know the chef or sth, they keep coming to our table feeding us with diff meat. goodness. we haven even finish our starter, our plate are full with meat already. we got beef, chicken, pork. the beef was superb and i heard it was very expensive. it taste was tender and fine. no wonder it is highly recommended. how sad yipee cant taste it. chicken was not bad but a bit too hard, mayb cook for too long. the best thing was the chicken heart. i told the chef i dun wan any but he gave me 5 = 5 chicken. the heart was so tiny. smaller den a grape. yun also got few but she passed to yp cos only yp eats inner parts. haha. i did pass some i guess. i dun really like the taste so i stuff it into my mouth with the cha shao. haha. to cover up the taste. i din really finish every piece of meat served. as it is fine dining, there is a position to place the utensils so they will clear the plate and they did. yea. all of us was so very full after that round of meat. we just sat there and chatted while resting before any desserts. yp and dia took some fruits coated with choc. yummy right. there is a choc fountain nearby, how we wish it was just beside us. haha. easy access. after me and ly when to the dessert section to chose some cakes for dia w/o her knowing anything. we came back empty handed saying we dun really like the cakes. she also nv suspect anything. haha. cos i got my fren to help me serve the cake we chose w/ a candle for her. she was so shocked i guessed with her expession. my cam manage to get some shots for her only. argh. it wen dead when we wanted to take groupie snaps. how sad right? aw, i hope she enjoyed herself as much as i did. hee. miss u all.

as usual, the whole week was a busy week. doin my usual daily rountines. finally i got to play tennis tis morning cos workin midnight. been few months since i last played. unlike dardar who can play every sat morning. so jealous. still can hit some ball of cos. some good ones also. hehe. w/ my x trainer ard. sure can play. haha. dunno when will be next time i playing. hmmm.

muacks..

2006-10-04T02:33:00.000+08:00

wat a boring night... i got nothing to do.. how boring can that be right? how i wish i am at home slping or sth. best if slpin beside dardar. i dunno why but suddenly both of us are very close to each other. i am so happy. we just look forward to see each other every single time. i just cant wait for time to pass quickly with enuff finance to get married. that way i can sleep with dardar every night. waking up with him beside me. preparing breakfast with him. how nice will that be.

am i dreaming already? haha. watch a show today on channel u regarding a LADY proposing to a GUY. how has the world become? that lady is so daring. i will never do that in my life and it is so pai seh for the guy. if i were to do that for dardar, he will kill me i guess. hehe.

i am so bored. wish i can just go in Zzzz a while but i cant. aw working here is increasingly stressful now. i dunno who to listen to. dunno who to obey the orders. dunno which way of working shld i follow. politics are everyway. goodness. i dunno how long will i be workin here already. can someone just help me?

i cant wait for my off days to relax myself. just lazing at home or mayb go overseas. saving money now for trips next year..

*yawn*

2006-09-18T10:35:00.000+08:00

16/09/06
this is my first time attending a ball, no prom night in secondary, no DND in poly. how sad right? but i am happy too cos my 1st time is with dardar. after work, i rushed down to grand copthrone already. dardar also just reached not long. haha. we have made reservation for a room cos i am too tired to travel ard. anyway easier for me to change. at least i can bath right. hee. the room was pretty cosy. i like it pretty much. rather big actually. haha. as compared to the room in my workplace. hehe. we got a rather quiet view facing the river. nice and cosy.

while dardar goes out to buy some snacks and drinks, i bath and slept in the room. i nearly lock him out actually. haha. so both of us slept while waiting for his frens to come. phone keeps ringing when it is about 6pm cos his frens are downstairs already. haha. gotta go down fetch them. all of them got changed and started the photo taking session in the room. haha. fun group of frens actually. their dates are pretty too except me who have not make-up. opps. we took so long end up we were rather late. dardar was busy running ard to get things for his platoon cos he is the last IC. so responsible huh. good for him. (aw he is lucky his wing com change his camp to tuas for him, if not everyday changi will die. haha.) we got a free photo taking session too when my face just look so round. argh.

so everyone was busy snapping photos and awaiting to go in for dinner. i just walk ard with dardar to do his job. haha. after, we went to reg ourselves and get some door gift. i got white roses. dardar got lotsa stuff, from champage glass with OCS logo to mini sword. how nice of them right? our seat was located just beside the aisle. dardar told me that our name will be announce when we enter but nah. nothing so that sort. guess wat? the mc was rob monteiro from class 95. wow. he joke quite a bit but not much cos i think the event com wanna make it classy. (try too hard actually cos the event was ok only) dinner served and it is suppose to be fine dining but no one bother at all. haha. they jus eat the normal way. why bother right? no one will go correcting you. not suppose to walk ard but once the VIP got settle down. before and after meals or basically the whole event, everyone was walking ard. haha. snapping pictures with each other, chatting and stuff. haha. jus like normal banquet. the food was great. i liked it pretty much. dardar make those orders for me and they are jus nice. he think before making orders for me. sweet of him. muack.
cold dish : steam prawns, mango & endive salad with lemon grass, kiwi fruit and basil salsa (i only ate the prawns. opps)
soup: lobster bisque with chive cream (very lobster taste and smell)
main dish : baked cod fish with curry mash potato, spinach and cherry tomatoes served with light butter sauce (fish very smooth. very delicious)
dessert: choc truffle cake with vanilla ice-cream and rasp sauce (yummy! but cake a bit sweet for me)
dardar had different cold dish and main dish.
cold dish : warm grilles salmon with asparagus & marinated celery on spicy chilled tomato sauce (i prefer his to mine)
main dish : roasted veal tenderloin, grilled asparagus and gratin potato with mushrooms (just nice, not very cooked. thumbs up)
i tot there will be like dance floor or something but nah. dun even have space. haha. we played a bit of games, listen to music (only jazz band) and continue with snappin pictures. haha. while having dessert, we watched the video taken by them, rather touchy but compared to the social night, i prefer the social night one cos more touching and closer to them, this time nth much actually. so disappointing even dardar and frens felt. lucky draw time, most of the pizes was won by charlie wing platoon 3. haha. funny sia but the main prize of the mini bike was to someone else. argh. it is so cute. very cute. wonder if it can be ride on. if possible, mayb only one person.

once the VIP left the room, photo sessions starts again. hehe. the things that is done most during the ball is photo-taking i guess other den eating. haha. the whole event was jus a ok.. was expecting more exciting but too bad. dardar n frens was rather disappointed too. still is the company that counts. haha. his frens dates was either girlfrens or frens or blind dates. hehe. they all look gorgeous just like me. haha. (no shame ah)

we went back to room to get changed and went to clarke quay to chill. dardar's fren drove and i brought them to orchard instead of clarke quay. opps. ps. funny incident. lucky i rem the way and got them to the correct place. haha. we laugh till i cried, talk, eat, drink, comment...lotsa things at TCC. really a fun group of frens dardar had. great to have them around. enjoyed myself a lot. wish to meet up with them soon again. gonna miss them too. hmmm.. aw, i think it is time for photos to speak.

commissioning parade and ball 2006
drop me a taggie if u wan after viewing them... i love them all. esp dardar...

2006-09-18T05:23:00.000+08:00

past 2 saturday was the big day for dardar...
09/09/06 - dardar's commissioning parade
16/09/06 - dardar's commissioning ball

and of cos i attended his big day...
09/09/06
i worked till 7am in the morning and only reach home at 10am... gosh.. real tired.. slp for a few hours then gotta wake up to attend parade already.. could not slp well cos last minute found out that my family camera no batt.shucks.where is the charger? cant find.how? met kareen at 3pm at JP to go buy a camera.haha.crazy me right? camera no batt then go buy.wat to do? dardar's big day and i wanna snap as many photos as i want with him. not everyone get a chance you know. the parade was pretty cool, recall of the band days in secondary. miss the times so much. marching up and down the parade ground. so "wei fang". heard the band playing, recall of POP..the whole parade just make me recall of the days.. right kareen? all of them look so smart in their uniform. they sang and march with pride. the best part was when they march towards the crowd. at first, those on duty to assist the parade started to chain up the side of the sitting area. i was wondering why? the next moment, they slow march towards the crowd and up the stairs. goodness. they look so cool and charming at the moment but with a wanna-smile-dun-wanna-smile face. haha. dardar marched passed me. wow. so close yet so far. after the march back and it is the time everyone is waiting for. everyone rush down when the mc said that we could go down. the whole place filled with people. parents are to wear for them the new officer badges. dardar is so happy. he had endure for 9 months for this day. GOOD JOB dardar! i pity the guy who make the announcement asking us to return to our seats cos no one bother untill the 4th or 5th time he make the announcement. time given so short of cos no one bother right? haiyo. sing the national anthem and yea! they are officially graduated as officers.. hats fly up to the sky. (shucks, i din take a snap of it.) they started running ard like some people who just got freed. haha. i went down to look for dardar but the whole contigent was dispersed. i went ard looking for him but he found me instead. haha. snap lotsa photos with him and his frens. wat an experience. after the parade, dardar gotta go dinner with his parents while i just hang around with kareen and ryan's siblings. i forgot all about allon (dardar's brother) and left him all alone in the camp. felt so bad sia. wanted call him but no number. argh. went back to fetch him after that. 1st time i see his room, everytime he tell me how his room is like but i cant imagine. this time, i get to see with my own eyes. pretty cosy actually. sad for them that they will never get to sleep there anymore. training is tough but still long already got feeling. afterall, great experience to have. thx to dardar. muack. (album link will be updated)

2006-09-09T03:00:00.000+08:00

first midnight : tired
second midnight : busy
third midnight : in process...haha

midnight is indeed a very tiring shift to work. indeed there is nothin much to do but is very mentally tiring shift. *yawn* nothing to do make you more wanna slp.

anyway, ytd i experience some thing serious.. sth that caught my mind. i nearly got knock down by this stupid and reckless smrt taxi while crossing the traffic light. the driver just ignore the red light sia.. gt face to horn at other on-coming traffic also. for a while, my mind was like... whoosp. lucky me. if i were to walk one more step. i will be lying in hospital now i guess. it was so close to death. i just cant imagine myself lying in hospital in coma or whatever with my loved ones beside me tearing away. goodness.. really lucky me. if i can remember the taxi plate number, i would have made a police report. argh...

whatever it is.. be careful anywhere u are...

2006-09-04T01:41:00.000+08:00

off day is wat i always look forward too..

30/8/06 ---- last week my off day was great cos is ladies nite out.. but the rain just spoil e day..
giraffe is a restuarant bar.. the ambience was suppose to be great but u know huh.. rain just spoil everything. al-fresco dining is suppose to be available but due to the wet weather and place. we have to sit indoor.nt so comfortable i feel actually but nah..it is ok since we having main course. erin and i met up first cos i wanna head to LaSenza at suntec to exchange some personal items which i bought the weekend before with dardar.(opps) the rain made travelling so difficult.we waited for kareen and linda for some time.both of us was like hungry ghost.keep lookin at menu but cant order.dey dun serve ice water too. (good idea though). they arrived and we made our following orders.
all - nachos w/ melted chz. i like it. very diff from those in cinemas. the chz is melted on a mountain of nachos. top with some greenish stuff, tomato and green pepper. shld try. advice: wash hands and eat with hands. haa~
kareen - tandori chix w/ mash potato. the dish just look so like char siew. she mention abt the dish looking like char siew without any idea that it was goin to be wat she will be eating. haa. we kept laughing. the taste was alright actually.
linda - chix cutlet w/ mash potato and shitake mushroom. not bad cos the chix is quite tender and not very dry.good choice actually.
erin - jap style salmon w/ pasta. quite nice. sth like jap meet italy. yummy. the salmon was big. i believe this is the best dish among all. also the most x. haa.
myself - tom yam w/ pasta. i was rather disappointed. nt much of taste of tom yam. the potion was rather small too. i added tobasco sauce to enhance the spicy taste. end up,i added too much making it taste like pasta with tobasco. haa. smart me.
overall rating for ambience - 7/10(due to rain)
overall rating for makan - 6/10
but a nice place to hang out for drinking for sure. try it.
after activities was indecisive. ben & jerry ice-cream? indochine? drinks? dessert? ktv? so we just walk towards orchard and stop by rouge. rouge more for makan i guess so we went acid bar. not bad but the seat given to us was not very comfy. difficult to talk sitting in a row. weird. check-out balcony but event goin on so (tenn..) lazy to walk so we walked into NYDC for dessert. haa.
2 drinks and 2 cakes pls. i not sure why but watever i ordered on that day is so disappointing. mudpie w/ baileys without a taste of baileys. sad right? wat they ordered was not bad.. wat a day for me.
EOD: poor erin gotta take cab on her own. 3 others shared a cabby.home sweet home.

2/8/06 --- workin as usual. been workin afternoon for more than a week. why cant i work other shift? man.. so tired. tis wed i will start my cool midnite shift. yea! so excited. haha. finally i meet up with dardar. both of us feel like we have not meet for few weeks. we hug each other so tight when we saw each other. sweet of him to drive down to fetch me when he can actually rest home after a week of marchin. i believe he is tryin hard to compromise with my timing too. thx. now that my job is more stable. we rarely meet esp when i workin afternoon/night shift. even if he nights out. meetin is impossible. sorry my dearest. will try to meet up with u whenever i can esp now that u might work 8-5. even u r free, i mite not be. pardon me okay? it is part of my job. promise i will nv forget you. in case of anytime i forgot sth. pardon me pls. so we spend some quiet time tgt. makan @ newton circus where i met my bunch of close polymates. miss dem too. glad to bump into them. hehe. after that dardar decided to head to west coast for strolling. he piggy-back me, hands in hands walkin ard the park, sit in the car, listen to music, forgo any unhappiness and work for a while. enjoy that short moment with him. that is wat i mean quality time is better than quantity time. i just love him and want him so much in my life. *huggies*

night everyone.muacks.

2006-08-30T02:58:00.000+08:00

i am missin lotsa things even since i start workin...
is this part of it i have to sacifice to work...

i miss my friends... i haven got enough time to catch up with them... esp my buddies.. it has been sometime since we last met..goodness..i felt like i am going further from them.. i just wanna feel the same as before..i wan to be as close to my friends as before.. i dun wanna miss them all...i hate the feeling of being far from them..

i miss times with my family...i have been workin afternoon shift most of the time..wake up everyone gone to work.come back most of them slpin.i seldom meet my brother cos wen i ard he is not.sometimes for 5 days a week i dun see him..i wish my days were like olden days..sitting down with them having dinner,watchin tv together...

i miss times with dardar...time we spend are so little..the total time we spend dun even add up to a day..i know quality time is better then quatity time..but sometimes,company is all i need.

i miss times tennising...i am so tired after work that i just wanna sleep till i wake up myself...i cant tennis on sat either cos i tired or i working..sigh...

i jus wish i have more time for myself too..

2006-08-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

tired is e only word i can use to describle myself.
no other words will there be that can replace it..maybe e word sleep.
starting a fresh week like a zombie.wat a good try?
today might be a bad day, everyone was on stand-by for VIPs arrival and e place was rather quiet.unlike normal days. went to buy a drink to treat myself but who knows, the drinks sucks completely.i could haf make it better...on e way back,road accident with a victim.how sad it is to start a week with so many bad incidents.

aw,to all drivers and riders..
drivers, pls be patient on the road and watch out for others.
riders, pls be on your best alertness and watch where you goin.
life is very precious,one wrong step and u will never see life again.
painful tears will fall because of you. take care.

2006-08-16T13:21:00.000+08:00

it is so cool to stay in hostel. especially with a group of frens.imagine e neighbours r ur frens...doors all open up den walk in and out of each other room.. like stayin under one roof. woo.. too bad i cant get into uni.if nt i wil be so cool to stay with frens and new frens. hmmm... it is so fun to has a girls night when we gossip all abt relationship,life,work and frens... we only slept at 3+ after chatting and laughing all night long.lucky the neighbours never make noise sayin we disturbin their slp. aw caryn's room mate is nt stayin so we stay to keep her company also..hee.thx babe for inviting us over...i realy had fun chatting n laughin.jus like wen we r in poly..miss e olden days..

today i am off.. actually wanna go swimmin with them but opps.. my "aunt" visit me so.. cancel. we goin cut hair mayb.cool right? 3 of us goin cut hair together..hee..hope e effect turn out good on our hair.. we din take pictures last night.. argh.. watever i had fun.hope dey did too..

2006-08-13T15:48:00.000+08:00

updating time...

been sometime since i last update regardin my daily life. been busy workin everyday and wen i get back to home. i am super tired to do anything other den sitting dere resting myself. sometimes i will see go out with my frens for some catchin up. just like friday, finally i catch up with jiehao.been so long since i last saw him.indeed he has change a lot already.he is often goin to gym and swimming to train up his body.he look more fit now den fat.. haa.. good job dude.jia you k. u can do better. i met up with san for 2 continuous fridays too.she is still as pretty as before of cos.got some catch up with them at sushi tei and some shoppin for my dardar commission ball dress.tried a few and dey pick one of e best for me that i shld show dardar.thx guys for company.enjoyed e laughin and catchin up session.wish more ppl ard to catch up.haha.

ytd wen shoppin with dardar after work. wen to e daniel yam shop at suntec and tried e one e 2 tennis buds chose for me. dardar think that it is too sticky to my body.haa.so tried more recommended by the assistant in the shop. i guess i spend in the shop for comin to an hour.jus for dress and matchin accs.goodness.lucky dardar got the patience with me.finally decided on e tube dress that is nt so sticky that reveal my big bouncy tummy.i like it too so buy it.the shoppin cost a hole in dardar pocket i think.oppsi.thanks dardar.
i will now have to go ard lookin for matchin shoes for the dress.i wanna look pretty on dardar's impt day.nt the prettiest on day but as long in his hearty.bleh.suppose to catch e fireworks but the crowd is too exaggerating.cant even find a proper place to sit down to eat. have to squeeze thru the crowd also. end up we decided to head outta town for dinner.kinda tired by den..home sweet home after that.

tml will b a fresh new week.another week of services to be provided.cheers everyone.

2006-08-10T18:34:00.000+08:00

tired tired tired...
i am tired physically. i jus wanna sleep like before... jus like a sleeping beauty.
why everyone have to work? why cant one just sit home and relax?
even if u r so very rich.. also have to work. life is never free.

2006-08-02T16:21:00.000+08:00

wat a day to off on weekdays. i am so bored at home. i rather off on weekends which is only 2 times per month.. work stress has been rising recently. i startin to do cashier on my own.moreover is in e morning shift.really tough to keep myself awake.luckily gt my senior colleagues to assist me wen i need help.thx people.

dardar is back from taiwan.so happy.he got me some accessories,a bag and army shirt from there.of cos some yummy goodie too especially the tai yang bing.really yummy.i finishin soon already.haha.the choc coated mua chi also not bad.sweet and yummy.he said he have lotsa fun in taiwan though hard time buyin things for me.haha.toot dardar.was really happy to see him at the airport that day of arrival.feel so full and loved wen he return.thx dardar.the next day after he come back.i got my off day.just in time.we wen to catch pirates of the carribean.not a bad movie but i prefer the 1st one.this one is quite complicated at the end.kinda messy.overall was pretty ok.i guess there will be a next one coming up.i wanna watch the happy feet too.regarding a penguin movie.saw it dancing just before the movie start.super cute.bth.hehe.we den wen shoppin at funan.dardar bought a creative mp3-Zen Vision M.not bad.i also wanna buy the other one-Zen V Plus but no money.will he be sweet enough to buy for me.haha.i dun think so.he gotta save money also wat.toopid me.

later goin zouk with my girlfrens.my frens in poly will be there too.yea!sure will be fun to have them.kareen's fren will be there too.wat a big crowd.just can wait for tonight.before zouk will be headin to New York x 2 at citylink mall for dinner too.one of the newest chilling dinner place in town.will update regarding the food again alright.gotta go prepare.

taking care.

2006-07-15T21:16:00.000+08:00

i am so tired physically.been wakin up at 4.45am to go for work.goodness.so very early right?? wat to do.it is my job. hee.. as long e passion is there i dun care about so much.e job is really fun,my colleagues are fun and friendly ppl.though e stress is dere, i kinda like e job cos i am communicating with e guest.e guest are mostly angmoh and are business.so far i have not met any difficult guest.some of them are really handsome.opps.still,dardar is e only one in my heart.look at guys only.hehe.service line is just wat i like.hehe.e managers are quite helpful and quite dote me.bleh.hope to excel in e job.

finally my off day has arrived.tml will b my off day.can rest at home already but how i wish dardar is ard.miss him so much.2 more weeks and he will b back already.so worried for him for past few days cos of typhoon in taiwan.he called and told mi e typhoon is really strong.e sea wave is so high and e wind is so strong.they go toilet also have to go in pairs.hope he is safe dere.

received a call from fullerton.so late reply.hai.if they call early better but still i think i will chose e current one cos it is smaller hotel.easier to start with den fullerton a much bigger hotel.anyway,i am happy with my current job though e probation period is longer.I LOVE MY JOB!!! of cos I LOVE HIM too.hehe.

2006-07-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

he left for taiwan trainin already.. this 21 days i shall b "alone" or independent.. jia you ba..
miss him so much now already...e night before haf a small arguement due to disagreements and misunderstandin but yu guo tian qi last night before he left.. my dardar is really so da nan ren..haiyo..i cant b very xiao nui ren also but jus try. hee~
e time was so short..was hopin he only leave today mornin.. haha..which is so very impossible..weather dere so hot.hope he dun get heat stroke or anything..jus come back safely can already..he will get to do shoppin dere too so he will buy things for me.so teng me right?dun jealous k.hee~
tomorrow will b a fresh start for my new job.hopin everything will go smoothly.dun put stress on myself first.jia you ba.

1 day down.20 more to go.....

2006-07-08T00:48:00.000+08:00

now is 1am. yet there are so many things runnin through my mind...i cant stop dem from goin round and round...new job,future,him,health....why humans haf to go through so much thinkin..sometimes i just hope someone can just b my decision maker and plan everything for mi..i jus do as said..or mayb someone jus stab me now,i die den nv to come to this place again...i just feel so tired abt thinkin..been sometime since i broke-down again today..once something starts goin round,others will start comin in causin a bogus in the mind..i just hate such feelin to occur..it jus sucks so much..

wenever u need something,yet u cant get it.why is it so?
wenever u need understandin from e surroundin,yet u dun get it.why is it so?
wenever u need someone,yet u dunno who to approach.why is it so?
wenever u need comfort,yet u cant find its pressence except on e bed.why is it so?

i am going back to my old self...cant i continue to b my new self,confident,appreciative,open to speak-up and comments,cheerful? why i am holdin back so much now? unwilling to share my tots openly causin bogus in my mind..am i scare to create trouble for ppl again like the old me? why it is so? why?

so many why..is everyone life full of why?

2006-06-25T19:03:00.000+08:00

very soon i will b startin my new job as GRO(guest relation officer) in a business hotel. i jus cant wait for that day to come. this is to pursue my passion.. yea! i will even haf lesser time to blog already.. so readers, pls pardon mi. i will try to if i got the time. hotel line jobs are pretty tirin i guess. but it is my passion. like wat the manager told mi, how u wan the job to b is u make yourself. not the job make u. cool right?

jus rather discouraged wen i waitin for so long n no news from any of the hotel. was decidin to accept a job as logistic admin and customer service, lucky the hotel called mi in time and i manage to turn down the other offer. thx to God.

3 sptcians jus left the group of us over the past 2 days. so sad. gotta seperate for so long. hai. gathering will b lesser ppl already. e rest of us will visit dem soon. mayb next year wen dey r settle down well.. jus missed dem so much now.. wondering how r dey dere.. winter period now some more. keep warm guys.

2 more weeks and dardar is leavin for taiwan too. oversea trainin for 3 weeks. goodness. 2 weeks is long enuff. now 3 weeks. haiyo.. dunno to see him off a not also. midnite flight. toot sia. now that he in camp. hope he is fine lo.. jus haf to b cheng gong nan ren bei hou de hao nui ren. hee.

2006-05-11T11:33:00.000+08:00

3 days has passed...

dardar has left on sunday night and he will b back 16 days later which is the 23rd May morning. missed him so much lo.. the 1st night he called mi but i din answer thanks to my sis and her bf lo.. my phone rang 3 times and dey din ask mi answer the phone.. argh... anyway, i am doing well without him ard for time being. i am in the same state as miss sandra now.. haa.. life is rather lonely without the one who is always dere.

so how is everyone doing? i haf already been werkin for quite sometime.. work was ok but the stress level is always dere to meet the sales target. hai... retail line is like that. received the NTU letter last week and it was to inform mi that my application was rejected. rather disappointed and will be attenting to appeal. although mech engg was not wat i persue to study but rather go get a degree den nth right. hopefully it get accepted this time. was thinkin about persuing my dreams suddenly as a stewardess but dere are too many things to consider that make mi stay put. my family, him, studies, future... 2 days back, i watch a show on tv and dere is a lady who is only 24 but she is a hotel organizer manager, isnt that cool right? i wish to be in the F & B / service line also. shld have gone to shatec in the first place but... now that i haf graduate, i really dunno wat is my future. life is full of regrets but also full of accomplishment. why is life always in dilemma?? how u wan the future to be like is how u wanna fight for it.

2006-04-18T21:05:00.000+08:00

been workin for 2 weeks already.. e job was rather relax.. jus simply serving customer lo.. and standin most of the time.. my legs are quite tired at the end of e day though. hee. how i wish hubby can massage for mi again.. hee..

very soon i will be bored like san also cos alvin is goin brunei for 16 days. goodness.. i hear from his frens sayin e trainin quite dangarous. hopefully he comes back safely sial...i will nt wanna lose him. we still got a long future ahead.. now that i started workin. it is quite dfficult to meet him especially if my off does nt tally with him.. hai.. weekend is the only days we can meet but now it seems so difficult. so sorry my dear.

comin to the end of April already n yet i haf nt receive my NTU reply as well as my pay for the roadshow... wat is wrong sia.. wat it is delayin dem. i am so broke already so is dardar. now that i workin. i haf to yang him also lo.. which is ok for mi cos he spend too much on mi.. hee.. so sian sia.. argh..

jus hopin i get reply and money soon sia...

2006-03-25T23:27:00.000+08:00

was rather bored at home... so i decided to gif my blog a new make-over.
this skin is quite simple so i like it beta den the previous one... haa..

was searchin for jobs past few days.. wen for some interview but no outcome.. so sian.. hopefully can get a job soon lo.. argh... went out with kl since both of us nth to do.. haa... we took several pictures actually... at cineleisure which i highly recommend.. really fun thing to do actually.. dere r free props to us for the shots..

here r some shots we haf..

we were really bored to the max.. v for venetta was a good movie too.. nice.. hee... like e music most cos it really make mi recall the secondary band time.. haa... was laughin at the end of the movie actually.. haa...

anyway, sian ah.. few more weeks dardar goin brunei for 16 days.. y am i gonna do if i am jobless still.. argh.. goin crazy already sial...

2006-03-17T14:51:00.000+08:00

*someone is complaining that i am nt updating my bloggie..
was rather sian lo that seems like no one is readin my blog so y update so often..
now that i noe my blog gt "fan" den i shall update..

*where shld i start den. hmm..
was rather busy searchin for job though.. wen for diaso interview on monday and dey say 3 days later will call for 2nd interview.. but dey din so i guess is a NO chance thing..

*was so bored after the exams.. other den lookin for job.. only slack @ hm or mayb work for road show. i work for young parents road show over the weekend..was rather fun werkin cos i get to play with kids n snap photos of dem.. dey r really cute that i cant wait to haf one myself... (oppsi).. tot and help dem make origami and try to make dem smile at the cam.. though some kids were much difficult to handle and manage.. i haf fun n i jus love the job. mayb is because i love kids. haa.. if there is such job again, i dun mind werkin again.

*tell u guys a secret tt now den i noe that i was rather a "good" bowler. mi n kailin top the competition....... from the back.. haa.. so "pro" right. we haf no choice cos all the competitors was really pro.. dey gt their own balls n shoes unlike us walkin into the lanes with only our own belongings... haa.. was rather fun throwin the balls although i wash the drain most of the time in the second round. haa.. was so tired after.. but dardar was dere to support us.. haa.. so is kailin bf. end of the event, 2 couples wen to far east for some shopping. each of us gt a new top except dardar cos he say that nt much chance to wear, so y bother buy.. haa.. to mi there is sure to b "shop n buy if can" and so i did buy sth. was happy. finally i get to buy things after months of window shoppin.. haa.

*soon i will haf to start the window shoppin thing again cos i am nt werkin.. if anyone gt temp job. ring mi ok.. i dun mind werkin.. i am dead bored at home..

*tml i haf to go down to inter-continent hotel for an ntu interview.. wonder wat is it for sial.. my frens din get it.. y mi?? so worried.. wonder if there is anything wrong regardin my non-acadamic achievements.

*sian ahhhhhhhh....

2006-02-28T02:58:00.000+08:00

announcing that i am already 20.. my age has transformed from a digit 1 to a digit 2.. hopefully this will still make mi remain young.. hee.. age increase but hope nt the looks also..

spend my birthday eve with dardar and sptcians.. met dardar in the noon and he brought mi to eat mexican food.. i cant believe that i actually finish the dish cos the dish that u haf ordered was full of onions and capsicum which is known as "poison" to mi.. i haf nv eaten as much as that before.. the whole plate was full of that and i finish.. i deserve a pat on my shoulders sia.. haahaa... suppose to go haagen-daz eat fondue after.. but it is so x sia.. $30... crazy.. end up eatin 3 scoop of ice-cream. hee.. that nite was spend with dardar in HV doin shopping for furniture and doggies...hee~ hopefully we will get one wen we are married.. so met sptcians at ard 10+ for some chilling at essential brew.. tok crap n stuff... most of us was to tired to haf other activities after so wen home.. on the way home, dardar sang for mi a b'day song wen the clock strike 12 mn. so sweet of him. indeed he is from choir during his secondary days... his singin is not bad..

my family got for mi an anderson ice-cream cake.. quite nice.. cookies and cream.. one of my fav.. haha.. as usual spend my b'day with family with addition dardar n 3 cats.. hee.. this month indeed is the month to say "i am broke".. so many ppl birthday sia.. so close some more.. haiyo.. bth..

anyway, currently is the exam period.. 2 more papers to go.. cant wait for it to end soon.. today paper, i din manage to do well as i tot i can. hai.. but it is over so no use brooding over it.. i am goin to graduate soon.. yahoo!!!

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2006-02-18T21:57:00.000+08:00

very soon my exams will start.. this is the most important time of the year already.. tis will determine if i will graduate.. haha..
very soon it will b my b'day also.. how will it be like?? last year my plan din go well.. i guess i shall nt make any plan this year also.. nth special.. last year was cos it is my last year with the 1 digit in front.. this year i am start with 2.. but still 20 is nth much.. 21 is den impt.. so this year is shall nt make plan for it.. jus a normal day will b fine.. anyway it clashes with exams.. shucks.. so unlucky..

ytd wen to vin's social nite.. pretty fun lo.. his frens are really fun ppl.. quite enthu.. the food was nt bad also.. the nite was quite romantic for couples but too bad dere haf to return for training.. too bad.. haha..
today i played tennis finally.. with as usual few of the tennis ppl.. the sun was so hot.. i turn into a roasted pig.. so red lo.. lucky no sun burn.. hee.. my skills are so rusty lo.. time to brush up a bit.. nvm after exams i gt until july to play.. hee... now exams cumin also cant play much.. now so bored alone at home la.. family wen to watch chingay across the road. saw fireworks.. so nice..
hmm.. update again den..

2006-02-09T16:07:00.000+08:00

ms san, i am here finally to update k..

past few days was really busy for mi.. burnin mid night oil jus for one thing that is final year report.. now that i haf submitted. i am so happy and kinda relax.. jus cant wait for this weekend to spend time with dardar... jus so tired sial..

in another 1 week will be the end of semester end.. this will be my last sem. hopefully i can do well and enter uni.. hmmm.. jus cant bear to b seperated from my frens sial.. haha.. life is like that.. full of meeting and seperating.. will wish our frenship last...

very soon, i am turnin 20 sial.. cant wait.. hee.. i sudden got the urge to grow up.. is it because i cant wait to be with him.. hee.. growin up is actually not a bad thing... hee.. dunno y i am so fearful at first. haha.. I WANNA GROW UP but with a young heart.. hee..

alright.. update again.. i wanna go rest... super tired..
tata~

2006-01-26T23:13:00.000+08:00

1st time i haf enjoyed so much with the class...
we played soccer, volleyball, frisbee, captain ball.. it was jus so fun..
although we plan to go dere for some tannin.. the sun was nt friendly enuff to shine on us..neither did it rain.. so still acceptable.. haha.. we haf jokes and laughter.. for once i was scared to hell by our babe, rina tan.. she was screamin so badly because she saw something goin after her in the sea.. really scary aight?? is actually some big fishes that keep "kissin" her and dey are able to fly.. o man.. all of us was shock also.. louis dare nt jump after.. haha..
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2006-01-22T21:01:00.000+08:00

finally the SPINNOVEX is over.. we din receive any award/medals.. so sad but it is ok la.. i enjoyed all the fun with my neighbour and friends dere.. haha... we jus run ard playin wheel chair, takin photos and playin computer.. haha.. like some kids. the event dun look like exhibition to us somehow... hee... so 1/3 of the final project is over... now the most important thing is to do well for the report and the oral presentation... the team will have to buck up a lot especially the 2 guys if dey dun wanna repeat or get low grades... not i dun wanna help dem but... is individul la.. cant help much also...

so new year is coming.. ang pao is coming... so happy... yet sad cos cant see hubby as i will b back in m'sia as usual.. so excited to wear the new clothing that i haf got and see hubby wear the clothing that i haf chosen for him... sure handsome... bleh... tis year my hse will nt b as re nao i think cos my hse area is doin renovation.. so messed up... nt nice to invite ppl ard.. so sian.. SORRY EVERYONE NO ANG BAO!!! but i dun mind visiting ppl hse.. haha...

one month starting from today will be my exams period.. tis means i will b graduatin soon... will i enter uni? or will i haf to step into werkin world.. hopefully a uni.. for a beta future... hee.. so sian wen my birthday is actually during the exam period.. argh.. lucky on weekend. so everyone take note ok.. start saving k.. haha...

so many ppl birthday is coming also.. i will haf to start saving also..
rina - 4/2
osky - 12/2
san - 21/2
kl - 1/3
cheefei - 1/3

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........

2006-01-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

today was the exhibition judgin.. so kuku la i feel... although we were judge once.. dey(other ppl) say that dere will b another round of judgin so my team waited for the whole day.. end up no judgin.. so argh.. other team was also as pathetic as us.. worse was those hu came the whole day but nt judge at all.. dey feel worse sial.. the skool really kuku la.. dunno wat the judges doin la.. judge us also dun seem interested.. like kana force to b judge ppl.. argh.. so kuku....

so bth that i left ard 4pm.. 3 more days to go sial... sucks man.. went home and went out after a bath to meet kailin to go ntu for cheerleading competition.. also bought myself a pair of new shoes cos my old shoes "cannot see ppl".. haha.. the cheerleading competition was cool and also very funny.. so many incidents that happen that make everyone laugh to the max.. the one i laugh till i cry was the part wen 2 girls were facing each other when lifted high up 1 of dem lost her balance.. and guess wat, in order to maintain the balance and nt fall, she grab the girl on one side of her b****. i think nt many ppl see except mi.. haha.. i too observen la.. i cant stop thinkin of it and laugh.. i cant even tell kl wat happen at the point of time.. dere r many more funny incidents like the skirt covered up the guys head wen sitting on his shoulder etc.. indeed cheerleadin can make one laugh so much and fun but it is also a very tough sport to take part.. injury cant b avoid.. if i enter ntu, i mite consider to join dem if i got a good body as well. haha.. pictures taken will b update at a later date.. hee~

so tired sial.. especially my 2 poor leg.. takin the long standing hours..
shucks... my brother gave mi the wrong printer model and bought the wrong cartridge den kana "scolded" by my sista.. so yuan wang sial.. dun like sial.. now i dunno wat to do with the opened cartridge.. cant change i think cos i open liao.. if anyone interested in the HP cartridge, dun b reluctant to call mi or msg mi k..

2006-01-15T21:09:00.000+08:00

ytd was sucha a busy day for mi.. not on studies but activities.. haha..
in the morning i haf to go down to ica to make my ic.. haha.. was done in i think 20 mins but met caroline and her family so stayed a while.. hee.. reached home at 11 am.. slept and 1 pm.. HUBBY called mi.. sayin he is out.. yea... so happy but.. i jus wakey.. rushed down to meet up.. jus cant wait.. hee.. den wen his house for him to get change..

after went to miao fang chalet for her 21st birthday which actually is today (HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY)... for i think <1hr den gotta rush down mony 21st birthday already.. reach dere at ard 10 cos dear wen home get car.. but we were jus nice on time to cut cake.. hee.. she was so badly sabo.. too bad.. as usual, manjong session started and mi and dear left at ard 11.30.. say tired wanna go home but we din la.. opps.. dear drove mi ard.. suppose to go xiao gulin but cant find car park so we change plan. he drove mi to see SAFTI gate.. so grand with the logo.. so proud of him. after we went to jurong hill to enjoy breeze and night view.. jurong island is really big sial.. cant believe it is a reclame land.. hee.. jus so happy to send such quiet time with him. after so long.. hee.. only reach home at 3pm.. thx hubby..

i think more to b updated...

the kid behind wanna b on camera also..

2 pretty babes... opps...

how many eyes are dere??

SPTCIANS!!!!!

2006-01-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

i wanna make over !!!
but my daddy only promise for a make over next year wen i am 21.. sian.. tat will b my b'day present.. so long sial.. mayb now i shld start to train my body so my body will b good and tone up by den.. haha..

still i wanna haf a make over... with hamster can.. read CLEO mag and dere is a promotion that cos only $99 only.. quite reasonable actually.. i forgot the details but really worth it..
but i nt sure if hamster wan that as our valentine present.. hee..
if interested, visit www.decharacter.com to look at some makeover pictures.. really nice..

next week will b a really tough week.. SPINNOVEX is here.. tis will be e time to show wat we haf done for our FYP.. will i pass?? hope so.. wish mi luck everyone..

2006-01-10T23:31:00.000+08:00

+ 1st time meetin his x +

today is the day wen i first time see his x real person cos i attended his fren gf birthday..
i was so worried cos i think she is really a sweet girl in her frenster pictures..
i told alvin abt it and he ask mi nt to worry cos to him
"she is she. mi is mi. e person he like is mi."

wen she come, vin frens started to disturb him. i feel so uneasy.. but i am ok with it soon cos dere is nth to b uneasy abt. that is his past, y i bother. i shld think of now aight.. anyway, she is really a lady hu noe how to b ku niang unlike mi. more of the active side... haha..

e birthday girl cake is so unique. it is a ninja agar agar jelly. cool.. great idea aight. save $$ also.. haha.. i shld try something special. i gt fren hu use ice cream without decoration (only choc writin and a candle)..
my birthday which is coming shld be special also.. haha..

2006-01-10T00:50:00.000+08:00

disappointment : a feeling of dissatisfaction that results when your expectations are not realized.

why is dere sucha a feelin in life??
this feelin is a feelin so unbearable..
the feelin of being "played" is nt a good feelin..
why is dere sucha a thing?? i hate it..

misunderstand : understand incorrectly; misinterpret

i jus hate myself nt havin proper english. why is my words is always misunderstood by ppl.. i sucks la..

i am jus a simple girl hu wans to be loved and understood and live a happy life with him...

2006-01-03T23:54:00.000+08:00

celebration for 2006 was jus so fun this year with the company of the SPTCians.. @ the chalet, most of the time we did only one thing that is MANJONG!!! haha.. wat sial.. we played till we din even get much slp.. but it was fun. the food provided by each and everyone was jus superb. we had all variety from western to chinese.. thx everyone..

here are some photos taken in the manjong "camp"
mony cant wait to win??? jh thinkin hard??
weihan and san look serious....
jh thinkin wat to let go to avoid "pong" "hu" "chi"
me and hubby slackin a side...
on sunday afternoon wen hubby prepare to book in..=(

alright more photos will be updated when i get them ok...

2005-12-29T00:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUBBY HAMSTER!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

today is hubby's 20th birthday. tis is his second birthday that i will be celebrating with him. nt on the day itself but still i will celebrate with him..
this is only the 2nd time.. dere will sure to b many many more to go...
for u:
muack muack muack muack
muack muack muack muack
muack muack muack muack
muack muack muack muack
muack muack muack muack

2005-12-24T15:47:00.000+08:00

for those who is comin for the Countdown chalet at ECP on the 31st dec 2005.

i will be checkin at ard 2.30pm on the 31st dec on my own currently b'cos vin only can book out on that day so mite b rushy for him. if anyone is willin to check in with mi pls contact mi n let mi know den we arrange the time to meet up ok.
invited guest pls kindly reach by 8pm with ur food so as we can start the potluck session ok?
hu is goin to volunteer to bring manjong also.. pls inform mi. haha.
everyone think of games as well k.. bring watever games u all haf also can..

FYI:
Invited guest: osky/clement, san/sp, victor, leehua, joyce, yong jia, anna, violet/kel, weihan, mony, jie hao, daph/ben(2nd nite)

alvin/gi -> dessert
san/sp -> fried rice
mony -> potato salad
victor/ leehua -> snacks and drinks

e rest pls tell mi asap b4 29th dec ok. the food shld b enuff for 15 pax ok.

so till here is my update.
wish u guys a MERRY CHRISTMAS ok!!!

2005-12-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

ouch.. my tooth hurts.. but not to worry cos hubby is here to take care of mi..
really thank him lots to have wake up so early, buy breakfast mi to nsure i eat b4 surgery, send mi home, make mi to slp, "feed" mi.. so sweet of him today.. he look so worried wen i told him i am in pain..
hubby really thx a lot for everything.. hope u will b e one lookin after mi in future like wat u did... *smooch*

today will be my last surgery.. hee.. so happy.. need nt undergo sucha torture again.. hee..
next week will b holis but so sian cos gotta do proj/study online.. sound so kuku but nvm la.. cos no need go skool.. hee.. next week he goin to book in already.. so sian.. gonna miss his company again.. 3 weeks of confinement if he dun book out during PH.. hope he does lo.. if nt my chalet will b diao.. kinda happy and proud for him with his posting... bet his performance in BMT is very good.. good job hubby.. one more credit k.. hee~

alright.. shall turn in soon.. needa rest a lot..

2005-12-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

finally my match is over... wondering wat is the score? 1st round is 6-0, second round is 6-2. kinda disappointed in myself cos i could haf played beta in the 1st round. nt the extend to win her but at least not an egg back.. nvm.. quite a good experience playin with her.. she is pretty constant n cheerful also.. hee..

finally my dear dear is out also.. he will be free for quite sometime before getting posted again... so happy.. long to spend time with him and tennisin with him again.. jus hope tis period will pass slowly... as slow as possible.. hee..

today wen to watch chix little with him.. was quite a funny show but short.. kinda of a kids show.. few frens said that it is touchin till can cry but i din cry... touchin a bit i feel but cry like to much lo.. haha.. anyway is the company that i enjoyed la.. bleh...

today i got a bad news that the club will be shiftin to a smaller room.. so sian.. spend most my time includin studyin dere for 3 years already and now gotta shift.. jus cant bear. more over the room is one of the biggest SP.. hai.. dunno shiftin is it good or bad also..
alright i think is time to turn in.. tml is early class and so fast the week is endin.. haha... really fast man..

human is jus so indecisive lo..
long hair wan short hair and vis-versa
curly hair wan straight hair and vis-versa
time is slow wan time to be faster and vis-versa
y is life this way..
but i like it.. more fun.. haha...

2005-12-07T13:51:00.000+08:00

another 60 mins to his POP!!!
another 90 mins before getting trash in the court...

so sian sial.. played with her on saturday.. jus rally only and i cant get her ball.. her balls are so fast and hard.. much harder den joyce and leehua.. man.. sure to die.. although i train hard but still i cant get things right... my serve is kinda bad so is my back hand.. my forehand is nt consistent also. how to play like that.. she is sure gonne be sian to play with mi cos i am so lousy.. anyway i am lookin forward to play with her to learn from her.. win or lose dun matter cos i noe i will be losing already.. haha..

HOLIS is comin.. yea!! but so sian.. that means mst is comin as well.. i jus hate tis semester's calendar.. it is so short man.. term 2 is only 5 weeks and den it will b exams already.. wat e?? so fast sial.. so worried that i will fail tis sem.. pls no.. fyp submission is also soon.. so many things to do.. stress.. i hate tis sem but still haf to study.. jia you ba...

christmoosssssss is only 18 days away.. yea! will i receive a prezzie jus like wen i was a little girl.. hamster b'day is also coming so is the countdown chalet..cant wait to play hard with the SPTCians welcomin the new year... so excited...

2005-12-01T21:21:00.000+08:00

1st of december 2005 = 31 days to Year 2006!!!
6 more days to his POP = 6 more days to be trash!!!

why i mean trash? cos i will be playin my first quarter-finals match against a skool team.. man.. sure die.. she is good for sure... hai.. how lucky i am.. so i will jus carry a normal playin heart to meet her.. jus play for fun and for experience.. anyway other den joyce and leehua, no other tennis skool team haf i played with before.. hee.. sure to learn a lot den...

cant wait for hamster to be free... den he can company mi for 10 days already.. hee. so happy n excited.. miz his company so much.. wonder is he excited too.. hehe.. anyway.. on the 16th he will company mi to the last surgery too.. hope tis time the whole thing will b the same.. nth much to bear..

sad that my team was nt selected for the highlights for spinnovex but nvm la... our team will make it for the exbition anyway.. jia you k team..
banana: everything is fine alright... cheer up.. muack...

i miss my tennis frens... will we gather soon?? cant wait for the count-down chalet!!!

2005-11-24T16:58:00.000+08:00

wat a day for mi... everything was goin smoothly.. wake up in the morn to go for the engineerin talk.. left early to go for makan.. was good girl nt to eat things that are hard for mi due to surgery... but..
I STILL LOST MY WALLET!!!!
wat is this man.. so many things inside sial..
things like:
- IC
- diving card
- student card
- membership cards
- ATM card
- photographs!!!
- most impt is my promise ring
- other more......

wat a day.. i completely sian half lo.. somemore haf to do the role play.. so no mood already.. hai.. wat is this sial.. felt so empty without my wallet... shld i get a new one? an adidas one.. mayb i shld put that in my wishing list. hope some good frens will get for mi.. haha...
i am jus so careless.. nearly lost it before wen i go arcade. left it at the counter. lucky was still early..not many ppl ard. if not, my wallet will haf gone "bye-bye".

memories will always b memories in my heart.. raw items dun count.

2005-11-22T22:55:00.000+08:00

so how was my operation? everything is very successful. thx for those who share their concern.
went into the surgery room. the first thing that came into my mind was.. will it hurt? will i bleed a lot since i was having low blood pressure den? so many worried in my mind. it was my first time in the operation room. look jus like in tv shows where lights are above u, green clothes coverin the patient and operation tools. sound so scary aight. no wonder most ppl hate to visit e dentist.

e operation starts with injection to numb my tooth area. the injection was pain of cos. pokin thru the gum.. *shiver* how i wish i was using e micro-needles which my proj is about. haa.. after that i jus could nt feel anything ard that area. i heard drilling sound only n some pressure on my tooth but i din know wen the doc. actually pull out my tooth and she said "it's done". i was like huh?? so fast. i was in dere for only abt 15 mins. haha.. the process was nt painful at all. only the injection part is... hee~ i kinda bleed a lot sial.. 3 cotton bud that i used are soak to the max. wen i remove, it was jus one colour. red.. *yucks* but after i return from home and got a rest. the bleedin stop. thx man, if nt it might have been drain off all my blood. haa~ so kua zhang.

so that is wat i experience today.. nth to scare actually k guys. be brave and go for surgery if u need k. shall update my recovering part wen i go thru dem for next few days. hopefully i will nt a big swell on my right side. if nt my role play on thurs will gonna go "shhh"...

2005-11-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

14 hrs and 21 mins
to say good-bye to my teeth (2)

so worried abt the surgery tml.. sure with chop that it is gonna hurt so much.. how i wish my hubby is with mi.. but too bad he only can be back by my side on fri night... cant wait to see him and ask for some pamper.. hee~

life is full of up n down...
life is full of colours but yet dere is darkness...
life may be complete if u strive..
life is all abt striving...

2005-11-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

ytd was jus a day i am so tired but i enjoyed myself..
went shoppin with san. so happy.. bought quite a number of stuff but wantin more..
BUY / SPEND:
- pair of chip n dale for hubby
- nike bag for hubby
- 2 racer back for myself
- pepper lunch chix n salmon combo

WANT:
+ adidas jacket (currently out of colour)
+ adidas shoes
+ skirt

so sian when e jacket that i loved no longer in stock.. really nice sial.. anyway.. was fun goin out with san.. haha..tok alot sial.. noe more abt her also..hee~.. physco her to buy a pair of slipper also.. hee.. hope she like it..

i jus like tis picture a lot cos both of us r jus so pretty here.. bleh...

at nite went to cbtl for farewell party for mi n other 3 frens.. hee. gonna miss everyone of dem.. so sad.. but thx guys too.. for everything.. was wee hong birthday also.. haha.. as usual.. sabo time.. he really got a bad time.. smell of whip cream wen he goes home.. haha.. sorry dude.. tradition of wm cbtl.. haha.. alright tis is the memories i haf got to share...

alrght i shall blog again.. kinda lost mood now.. tc everyone.

SPTC team : jia you ok.. fight! fight! fight!

2005-11-17T18:44:00.000+08:00

a week wil be over soon = one more week of waiting..
my week is only abt studyin and fyp.. crap... so no lyfe aight.. but tml i will be goin shoppin with san.. yea.. been so long since i go shoppin sial.. but still i cant spend too much.. gotta save a bit.. for.. many many things..
went to MMSP with bestie n leehua on tues.. congrates that M1 (Shi Jun Hao) gotta in.. he act so ah beng.. gt mic also shout so loud.. haha.. the best part is watchin the ba-po acted by M2, M4, M8.. best ba-po is M8.. so natural..sure he will a good future.. bleh... F1 is so pretty.. see her real person b4 already so pretty.. w/ make-up even prettier.. year 1 only.. so jealous.. haha.. but nvm la.. i gt hubby to admire me is enuff. no need anymore.. hee~
CHRISTMAS is comin.. so happy.. hee~ wat shld i ask for this christmas from hubby.. he gave mi astroboy last year.. will this year b astroboy again. i hope so.. hee.. so gotta save $$ to buy christmas present for my frens..
so crap sial.. i think my manager count my pay wrongly lo.. difference by i think got $60.. that is a lot u noe.. i can buy a bag already... going to ask for it on sun.. argh.. my frens also pay lesser sial.. dunno y also.. argh... heard tml dey got farewell party also.. so good huh.. .. cos mi n sheikh leaving... i will return the uniform tml i guess... will look for job again in jan..feel like going McCafe. opps.. beta pay i think.. sian sial.. no werk = no money already.. or mayb Daiso.. e pay also nt bad... hee~ but most of all.. gonna miss dem the cbtl ppl a lot...
today start of tennis ivp.. hope the tennis team will play hard and do us proud k.. jia you!!
good luck to myself also for tml FYP highlight selection.. dun feel like goin into highlights but hope the presentation goes well too..

2005-11-13T15:55:00.000+08:00

this cap has been with us for so many happy memories.. i chose for him and he wear it.. always wearing it when he book out.. hee.. now that it is gone. we will always remember that we haf tis cap before... hehe...

hubby, 2 weeks cant see u.. i will miss u alot k. not to worry k. wen u r out.. we will go get a new cap ok.. a much nicer one k.. i will take care of myself also k.. miss you lots and love you.. now n forever...

2005-11-12T00:18:00.000+08:00

was so free so decided to give my blog a new layer of polishin.. hee..
liked it very much but more to be done. thot mayb add more pictures.. hee..
anyway.. i am getting bit of my voice back already... hopefully i can fully recover by sun.. miss my voice so much.. been sucha torture for mi cos i cant tok much.. tok too much the pain will b dere.. hmmm...
ytd i had a reall bad dream too.. heard that san haf a bad dream too... mine was also kinda bad.. wishin that i can hug my boy wen i wake up.. so scary sial... wats abt my dream.. no one will wanna noe.. hope it will nt come true.
finally another week is over... so happy.. but i wish tis weekend can end slower.. guess u guys noe y.. alright.. time for mi to get some rest already.. night everyone..

to bestie: hope to see u tml. miss playin with u.. take care ok.. muack...

2005-11-10T12:34:00.000+08:00

currently in skool usingn don's laptop.. is is so boring here cos no one is joinin the Sp tennis tournment.. argh.. where is everyone sial..
skool haven start for mi.. till 1 den i haf my first lesson.. boring aight. y cant dey jus push it to the mornin instead of wasting my mornin time doing nothing..
tis weeks is jus not a normal week for mi.. i haf fallen sick badly sial... not having any voice to tok.. so sian.. cant tok.. don is stopin mi from tokin also.. argh.. sian sian.. having tooth ache also.. stupid wisdom tooth.. on the 22nd i jus gotta go pluck out 2 tooth sial.. and another 2 more to go after 2.. total 4 man.. i am going to pain to dead.. sian.. wat a week for mi sial.. i am in pain sial.. man. 4 med to take with painful tooth. shyt sial..
please everyone jus hope i get well soon.. been so long since i got so sick.. no voice.. so whoever is lookin for mi pls kindly sms mi instead of callin ok.. thx.. till i recover from it... thx..
hear you guys soon..

2005-11-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

wat a long weekend i haf.. hubby was out also.. been sometime since we spend so long time together.. jus hope e time was longer.. anyway.. i am missing him so much..
tis weekend he will be out.. so happy but next weekend he is not meanin i cant see him for 2 weeks.. hai. so troublesome with army but no choice. he always feel so sian wenever he is goin to book in.. i am too..but we haf to bear lo.. soon he will pass out already on the 7th dec. YEA!!! one more month..

i also dunno.. is it wit mi or him.. wenever we tok on the phone, i dunno wat more topic to tok about.. nt that i bing bian but i jus dunno wat to tok to him abt. hai... we r still going strong but seems like conversation are so limited.... is it all couples will come to this stage wen dere isnt much to tok?? so depressed...

skool loads are increasing also.. proj selection comin so is the dateline for proj.. o man.. goin mad.. tis sem is so short as well.. stupid calendar so many holis gotta cancel lessons.. crap man.. make lecturers gotta rush the teachin, makin us blur cos nv teach properly.. so stress up.. how i wish i nv grow up.. always remainin as a kiddo.. isnt it beta... hai..

life is always about growing and learnin with full of regrets yet also wit happiness.....

2005-11-01T21:24:00.000+08:00

really a happy week for mi.. been waiting for so long... finally
i see him!!! my darling...
he became slimmer already and of cos.. still charmin.. bleh..
been companyin each other since early mornin 10am.. till today 7+pm.. we went to catch "the 40 years old virgin" at cineleisure.. was sucha funny show.. hee.. laughin a lot... ytd was also Halloween.. so many creepy ppl in town.. got scared once.. haha.. but is ok cos gt him beside mi.. he slept over too. hehe.. spend lotsa time together after 2 weeks...
anyway.. tis week is the first week of skool but so stupid cos got so many PH.. but good for mi cos he get to book out also.. hee..
next week the actual hectic skool time will start.. shld i say gd or bad huh.. gd cos i gt something to do.. bad cos no free time.. haha.. crazy mi..
hmmm.. wat's more to blog abt.. can someone tell mi.. i feel so blank now.. haha..
okok.. night everyone.. tml i will b good girl to attend class...

2005-10-28T16:36:00.000+08:00

ytd was so happy.. e outlet is finally ready.. so excited to go for unpackin in the morning.. reach dere @ 9am with my frens and waited till 1+ pm and still we haven touch a single unpackin.. so stupid.. cos the outlet renovation is not done yet. so argh.. so we were ask to go back home and come back at 8pm.. so i went to kailin place instead of goin some cos my place is like so far.. most prob i go will nt come back.. haha. so i came back at 8pm.. guess wat?? the renovation still not done.. omg.. so pissed sial.. waitin for another 4 hours meaning at 12mn den we start to unpack the stuff.. so stupid sial.. wasted one whole day for mi.. i could haf gone tennis or watever.. rather den doing nth but waiting the whole day.. everyone was so tired n pissed.. how we wish the outlet open on sat instead of today.. wat to do.. the management die die wanna open today.. so f*** sial.. all of us did our job of unpackin till 4+ am.. i only get to reach home at 5am.. i pity those werkin morn.. only can slp wat.. 2 hrs?? mayb no need slp den gotta go werk already.. poor juniors.. for mi.. i din turn up for meetin either... haha.. was far too tired to drag myself out of bed.. sorry don..
woke up @ 10+ already.. cant slp well cos my place also renovation.. argh.. went to ntu to do proj.. more like discussion.. ya? den came hm ard 4+ pm.. so tell u wat.. i am going to sleep now.. so tired... "night" everyone..

PS: cbtl juniors.. jia you k.. take good care and werk hard for olympics.. nt chance to werk with u guys already.. =)

2005-10-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

o man.. i feel so sinful today... after spendin hours burnin all my fats.. i put it back again... after dinner... my mouth itchy and guess wat i ate?? i ate this...

CHEEZE FRIES!!!

you noe how fattering it is.. o man.. so sinful... wat i burn today = wat i ate.. cant believe it man..

anyway.. another day has passed with the company of ms. kailin catchin the movie fight plan and a tennis session with the sptcians girlies... hee.. the movie is really nice.. exciting.. gotta really watch carefully.. till e end den u will noe the real story.. cool aight.. go catch it..

alright... gotta get rest.. tml early mornin gotta go wm unpack stuff for opening.. sian.. anyway i my last day is sun.. so nvm la.. jus do my last job as a senior staff dere... hee...

2 more days to hear him, 4 more days to see him... YEAH!!!

2005-10-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

ytd wake up in the mornin n wanted to go shop for some ingredients for bakin cookie..
but my sista already bought hers and goin to start bakin.. end up she bake i b tester..
jus so bored.. wonder wat is wrong wit mi.. werk also sian.. dun werk also sian.. wat i wan... huh??

today suppose to makan with my gang but cos of rain have to cancel... weird but wat to do.. haf to cancel... made my day so bored sia.. nth to do at all.. suppose to unpack stuff for my outlet but change to thurs... argh.. i am BORED!!!

lucky wed daph n san ask mi out for tennis in the afternoon.. hee.. fun.. tennis.. i love tennis.. hee.. gonna whack hard... vent all my boredom....

thurs will b goin back to wm for unpackin.. prepare for openin on fri or sat.. hee.. finally...
fri will b proj again... boring sial...
sat will b tennis session again in the mornin i hope... yesh! tennis is good for health.. i miss playin with bestie.. joyce tan yu hong.. where r u. hope to hear u soon ok...
sun i guess werkin and...............
mon skool start already.. that is nt impt.. the impt part is i can see him already after 2 weeks of missing...
hehe.. next week got lotsa holis k.. so enjoy..
alright... i am so naggy here.. time to end it already.. but i am bored.. nth to do home also.. argh...
alright see u / hear u guys soon k.. take care

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*forever blessed*

forever blessed